My arch enemy.

5. Im not jealouse am I?

I couldn't help but not to sleep that night. I kept moving sides on my bed from all that anxiety.
Why did Daniel kiss me? He hates me and I hate him, that is how it's supposed to be. I don't even know how I'm  going to avoid him in school. But my heart started beating fast at the thought of Daniel kissing me. Ugh shit, this is horrible.

Next day I woke up heading to school.
Omg! Raven are you okay, Jackie said as he lay his arm around my shoulder.
Yeah I'm fine, I chuckled as I pushed his arm aside.
Umm.. Actually Jackie there is something I have to tell you, but promise not to tell anyone, I nervously said as I stood there still.
Yeah shure what is it, I pinky swear I wont tell, Jackie said as he held out his pinky.
I smiled and and hugged him.
Umm rave-
Daniel k-kiss-kissed m-me yesterday in the bathroom, I whispered into his ear.
WHAT?! He said as he pushed me aside.
Look I didn't mean for it to happen I honestly don't  know what happened but just don't make a big deal out out of it okay, I said as I looked into his eyes.

He didn't say anything he just looked sad, I couldn't recognize what he was feeling, anger or sad because Daniel kissed him, whatever I got bigger problems to deal with.

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We both headed to our lessons I had Biology, wait fuck I sit next to Daniel Parker how am I supposed to ignore him now. Shit.
I went into the classroom not making eye contact with anyone and sat beside Daniel, I could literally feel his eye's on me. Man this is too awkward.

Okay class we are going to be doing a class project on the human body, and your going to be working in groups that I have already made, our biology tracher said.

Oh fuck im dead.
At this moment I was praying to god, I really don't want to be with in the same group as Daniel. My heart started beating really fast when the teacher said the group's, I could literally feel my heart coming out of my chest.

And lastly Daniel, Raven and Josie the teacher said.

And what if-
I was lost in my thoughts and did not hear what the teacher said.
Excuse me? Who am I with now, I said like I was about to die.
Raven you are with... Josie-
Never heard that name before.
And.....-
This was the moment my heart was literally popping out of my chest.
Daniel, the teacher said smiling.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

I hesitatly smiled back, great I whispered to myself.

Students get into your groups and start discussing, teacher shouted.

Why does god hate me so much.

***

I sat next to Daniel so I didn't move nor did he, I just kept not making eye contact untill a girl came up.

Hey guys so I see were in a group, I'm Josie by the way, she said with a wide smile on her face.
Umm.. Hi I'm Raven, and this is Daniel I said pointing back but not making any contact though.
I can introduce myself orphan, Daniel said as he pushed my hand away. Rude.

Anyways, Josie said awkwardly, We have to study somewhere together so ..
My place is fine, Daniel popped out.

I then couldn't help myself but to look at him, I gave him the "What the fuck are you crazy" look. He simply smirked. Wierdo.
Well then great I'll see you guys after school right?Josie said excitedly.
Yeah that's right, isn't it Raven, Daniel said as he was giving me the annoying look.
Yeah.. Whatever, I said stuttering.

This is horrible, how can he be so calm about what happened yesterday, I'm litterelly dying here.

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