☆My Kind of Solar Eclipse•○

사

He let me go

To let his face drop a few inches and meet mine. His soft lips on mine.

The time had stopped and once again. My solar eclipse.

~While Namjoon finished up with the fans he had me stay behind the table with the staff.
For a company that didn't what their idols dating, they were nice to me, and welcomed me.

○•Namjoon•○

I was mad at myself for not knowing it was her sooner. To be honest, when I first looked at her, I felt it.
I felt that intense feeling in my chest to just throw my arms around her, but I didnt.
I honestly didn't know it was her, but the feeling, I knew all too well.

I had to keep taking glances at her in between each fan.
She was just so cute
And I missed her
Like crazy

MY company didn't allow dating while training and so I couldn't keep in touch and after debuting I was so busy.
I felt so bad
I don't deserve her
What an angel
That I don't deserve

○•(Y/n)•○

After the fanmeet he had taken me backstage and into the individual dressing rooms.
We talked
For hours it seemed
While the crew was packing up

WE talked about it all

Oblivion
the state I was in

Everything had felt out of touch and unfocused
IN the best way possible

But then he grabbed my hand, to make sure I was listening.
Focus

IT was like when you finally find the right scan on a microscope that makes everything clear and visible

I could see all his imperfectly perfect features that just made him shine even brighter than the sun

(And he was the moon)

○•Namjoon•○

After talking, I had (y/n) meet all the members

She was so cute and shy
I couldn't believe she was here.
With me

She liked Jin the best.
Which I was ok with because so did I.

Our tour's next stop was Osaka, Japan and I wanted so badly to show her.

Show her the delicious restaurants
The cute shops
The scenery

O God she would die for the scenery

Could she come with?

I'll just sneak her onto the bus

○•Manager•○

WE knew she was there
Namjoon sucked at being secretive and careful.
He tripped over his suitcase and asked if she was ok right behind us.
We knew
And we didn't care

○•(Y/n)•○

Could I just come?

In the middle of his tour
Possibly mess something up
GET him distracted from work

I couldn't take the chance

"N-namjoon" I grabbed his hand, stuttering
"I don't think I could go with you. My parents they don't know and I have work and sch-"

"ITS OK  (y/n) I get it, really I do. I'll be fine but can we at least take you home?"

"I'd love that."

GoddaMN that smile
IF he flashes that thing everywhere he'll get snatched up real quick