Mono's point of view
I looked into the bright diamond-like shine the moon gave off as I tried to realize what had just happened, I still can not believe it. My older brother just got killed in a car crash. It wasn't even fair, he was only 17. I felt a tear run down my face and for some reason it stung. I didn't wipe it away though. I felt like I had something to do with his death, but I knew that I didn't. I know what is going to happen with me though from past experiences, my depression will come back along with my anxiety and I just don't know what to do but sit and think and I don't feel like being around anyone except my best friend Poly. She has been my best friend since we were 3. Whenever I am around her nowadays, I always feel nervous. I feel like I don't deserve to be around her because she is so special to me and I feel like a "peasant" around her kind of.
I was the only person who knew about the car crash because I seen it happen sort of. Nobody else knew because my mom is going to pick me up tomorrow and I will try to figure out a way to tell her knowing that no matter what way I decide to tell her that one of her children have died, it will still break her heart.
Oh, by the way, my name is Mono. It is a weird name-- Oh no, I just remembered something... Sidney was in the crash too, because Max was going to drop Sidney off at where I am now. I can't live without Sidney, no way. I forgot almost everything that happened before the crash, and not everything that happened today, I mean everything that has happened that wasn't some big event like births or something. But I just remembered that Sidney and I were going to be getting together tomorrow, getting together meaning like as a couple. I had just confessed that I liked her and she told me she liked me to and she said we would become girlfriend and girlfriend tomorrow. I had three friends, Poly, Sidney, and Max. And my mom's roommates who are super cool, we don't have enough to move out and they are helping us pay bills. Their names are Matt and Ryan. But 2 of my friends are gone and now I am just a lonely sixteen-almost seventeen year old girl all alone. Except Poly. Max has been my best friend since I was born since he's my brother and everything. He is the first one I came out as pansexual to, he is the first one who I told that I had a crush on Sidney. He was my friend when all my friends were gone. Now he's gone and I have no friends. I walked home in disbelief wondering what am I going to do.
