Not giving up

Chapter 6

~ Chapter 6 ~

Niall's POV:

Why did I encourage Harry to ask her out? He's so close and all five of us are like brothers.. But I believe I beginning to fancy Anna. She's pretty, funny I feel like her and I could have an actual relationship. I shouldn't have encouraged Harry to ask her out, when I first met her I was thinking 'man this girls HOTT! She must have some really HOTT friends too' but now I've realized theres no one exactly like Anna. She is one in a million and I want her, I adore her.

Tonight when we were out I felt like I was going to explode just seeing him with her on the Ferris wheel. I couldn't stop shooting harry a glare but he didn't notice the only person who did was Louis.

" Hey mate what's going on why do you keep on looking at them like that?"

I realized I had to stop and control myself. If I let myself fall for her she won't be there to catch me. I just want one girl to be there for me, hold my hand when I'm sad and tell me everything will be okay. I don't have that and I never will.

Louis told me to go wake up both Anna and Harry because it was already 12 am. After a couple of knocks I took it upon myself to just open the door. What? No ones in here. I see the curtains on the double doors swaying side to side, I went to go close the double doors but when I push back the doors I see Harry and Anna eating each others faces off.

Ow. This hurts. The paining realization that I won't have what Harry and Anna have sets in. I can't loose her when I didn't have her in the first place, the only thing I lost was my hope in having a relationship with her. A lump begins to grow in my throat and I'm trying so hard to swallow it down but it only grows bigger. I quickly run out the room and close the door behind me. Once I reach my room I let the tears stream down my face and I release the sob I've been holding in. Niall what where you thinking! I wasn't thinking.

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Anna's POV:

"What?"

I look in all directions and hold my head were the ache is. I smile seeing that Harry and I are still out on the balcony and Harry has successfully warped himself around me to keep me warm, he also managed to hog all the blankets and pillows to his side. I throw my head back laughing seeing that Harry has slobber covering his chin and cheek and his snores interrupt the peaceful morning. I loosen Harry's grip on me so I can pull some of his blanket on me to protect me from the cool breeze. I smooth out the creases in his forehead and clean up all his slobber off of his chin with my sleeve. I take the chance to just observe him, I take notice to his lips and I run my thumb across his bottom lip. I realize I am dangerously close to Harry's face. Our foreheads touching I just smile and peck his lips. I'm so glad Harry isn't awake it would be so weird if he was awake. I suddenly feel his grip on me tighten and with his eyes still closed he smiles.

" good morning my sunshine." He yawns. Pecking my cheek, I feel the blood rise to my cheeks turning them a light shade of pink.

" I can't believe we actually slept out here." He laughs holding me as close as possible not leaving an inch between us.

I hold him close and rest my head on his chest listening to the steady beat of his heart and feeling the constant pattern of his chest falling and rising from his breathing. I notice his heart race a little quicker noticing that he's become nervous.

" Anna I can't do this." He let's go of me completely and sits up.

"What are you talking about?" I question.

" we can't act like were a couple when were not. It hurts Anna to know that your not mine."

"Harry I-I-.."