Ive Fallen For a Brooks Brother

Part 5

Dear Diary,

It's been a little bit since I've written in here but anyway I have a doctors appointment today, they boys have a few more shows they we get to go home. Being around them, and spending time with them, we are already family. The wedding is in a few months. I'm super excited, I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with Luke. So much has happened, I fell in love, graduated college, and now starting a family. My life is complete, I have the love of my life and I'm about to have a baby, I have the love and support from my family. What else could I ask for?

Luke is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Before I met him I was stressed the fuck out, I didn't have friends, I had hit rock bottom and he made things so much better. I didn't want to even be here anymore, now that I've found the love of my life and someone is in love with me just as much as I love them, I have something to live for. I have the best fiancé in the world, I couldn't be any happier. This baby, is going to bring us even closer, if two people can even get any closer! Well I'm going to take a nap because I stayed home while the boys go to their show. I'll write when I wake up(:

3 hours later...

It's 11:36 pm and I just woke up from the worst dream ever. In my dream Luke went to his show and after the show was over some of the fan girls were aloud back stage, and one girl was all over Luke, they went to the back and had sex. When they got home James came in my room and told me what happened. He said "Aria you need to wake up, I'm so sorry but there is something you need to know. You don't deserve this and I can't believe Luke did it again, but he slept with a fan girl after the show.." I jumped out if bed, ran down stairs ..

"LUKE! Is this true?"

"What Aria, why are you all pissed?"

"Did you? Again?"

"Did I what, again? What the fuck are you talking about.."

"Did you have sex with ANOTHER fan?"

"Wha... How... Who... What the fuck James!"

"NO! You pay attention to me! For two fucking seconds, you answer my question NOW LUKE!"

"... Yes"

My jaw drops, my heart stops, the adrenaline leaves my body and I drop to the floor, Daniel and Beau pull me up.

"I'm done with you Luke, you did it again!"

I threw the ring at him, and ran up to the room, crying

Someone comes up and knocks on the door. I'm packing all my stuff up, and turn to the door and say..

"What do you want?"

As I wipe the tears from my cheek

"It's Jai"

"What do you want!?"

"Can I come in?"

"I guess"

"Aria, why are you packing? Please don't, just talk to luke"

"NO! I'm done talking, he slept with another fan, he promised he wouldn't.. He promised!"

"I'm sorry Aria, just please don't leave, the boys and I think of you as family, we don't want you to leave"

"I have to go, I can't be around him"

"But.."

"No Jai, I'm leaving"

I grab my bags, push passed Jai and go down the stairs, I have my ticket and I go out side to the car, throw my stuff in and ask the driver to take me to the air port, the door open, Luke jumps in the car.

"Driver don't leave!"

"Look get out"

"No! Driver don't go anywhere, she's not leaving"

"YES I AM! can we leave please?"

"Driver, she's not leaving!"

"Luke, I'm not going to say it again, I'm done dealing with your bullshit, you promised!"

I hit his arm, he grabs my arms

"Stop! Aria stop! I know I promised!"

"Let go of me! Luke let go! You promised you wouldn't break my heart again and you did AGAIN! I can't trust you, I'm done!"

"Let me explain"

"NO! There is nothing left to say, I'm done with you. You fucked up.. We are expecting a BABY Luke! Does that mean anything to you??? I'm pregnant!! Yet you still go and fuck some ratchet ass fan girl, I'm done"

"Aria, fucking stop and LISTEN!"

I push Luke, he gets out of the car, slams the door and says

"Fine! LEAVE!"

I ask the driver to take me now, then I just break down.

This is bullshit he promised, he has cheated two times now, he told me he wouldn't do it again! He's lost me for good this time. I can't, I'm done with this bullshit. He needs to grow up and realize that he is going to be a father, I don't even think he cares or even sees how much I love him. I can't do this anymore.

The car comes to a stop, I look out the window and Luke is standing outside the airport with two dozen roses and a huge teddy bear. I step out the car.

"Aria, please listen to me"

"I'm listening"

"Ok, I know I keep messing up, I'm sorry. I know I promised I'd love you forever and more. I know I promised I would try and make you proud, not let you down. I'm sorry, I know all I've done so far is let you down. I don't know why I do it, but I've come to realize, no matter what other girl I thought was cute, she isn't as beautiful as you, or if I think a girl is sweet, she's not as sweet as you. I've realized no other girl will love me like you do and I will never find anyone else like you. A girl who can make me smile, give me butterfly's, make me laugh, and that I can be myself around. More importantly, I will never fall in love with another girl the way I have fallen for you. I love you with everything and every feeling in my body. Please forgive me.."

I step towards him, kiss him in the cheek and say ..

"I love you .. But I need time to get away"

I walk away, go to my plane. I stop and turn around, Luke is on his knees crying, he throws the flowers and starts to run to me.

"ARIA! Please I can't, I can't deal with the thought of losing you!"

"You should have thought of that before you messed around with that girl, and my heart, bye Luke"

I walk onto my plan and it takes off..

I blink my eyes.. Wait.. I'm actually on the plan.

That wasn't a dream...