if you've lived a life like me,
you'd understand why hell is all I seem to see.
growing up getting beat,
being put down and crushed to my knees.
having my childhood ruined,
and my innocence lost,
made me who I am today;
this worthless lost cause.
I don't want to be a charity case,
or someone needing to be fixed
I have a lot of trust issues,
and most of you make me sick.
I want you to hurt as badly as you've made me weak.
both of you,
all of you,
you sicken me.
I can't deal with this anymore,
it's always on my mind.
you've fucked me up, countless amounts of times.
if I could show you what i've seen, through my eyes,
I'd take them out and bare them to you,
every single time.
you both made me lose trust in anything good I have,
you made me hate guys so much,
I can't even call you my "dad".
and as for the other piece of shit,
well, I wish you the absolute worst.
I'd tell you to rot in hell,
but i'm afraid i'll beat you there first.
