The Douchebag (Justin bieber fanfiction)

Nowhere but up

I took a deep breath and looked over to Justin to see him contently waiting for me to continue.

"When my sister died...he abused alcohol to the point where it was the only thing he would drink,he was never a violent man but a couple of times he would hit me,I actually have a scar on the back of my neck from where he smashed a beer bottle on the table and sliced it against my skin because I came home 5 minutes late from a party,I tried to tell him that my friend Erin was sick and I had to put her to bed but he wouldn't listen..I had to get 57 stitches." I whispered,looking at Justin's hand slowly land on my leg,he rubbed it soothingly.

"He doesn't- he doesn't still hit you? Right?" Justin asked.

"The last time he hit me was 2 weeks ago when I accidentally dropped his plate after I microwaved his food,the plate smashed and he was drinking that night,he got up and slapped me so hard across the cheek that I thought he knocked the wind out of me"

"Oh my god,Taylor I can't imagine what you've been through in the past year...I promise he won't hurt you again,I really do."

I smiled up at Justin as the tears rolled.

Justin reached up and wiped them away before he leaned over me.

"It's just hard you know? I lost my sister and they've made me think it's my fault,I fucking hate my dad,he makes me feel like shit."

"That's understandable,don't ever listen to what he tells you...no matter what it's not your fault,your not worthless and your not a fuck up."

"You know what annoys me?" I spat suddenly.

"What?"

"I tell you all my problems,it's not fucking fair..I'm bringing you into my fucked up life and causing more stress on your part,maybe I should just go..you don't need this."

I quickly got up off the floor as I let the tears roll down my cheeks.

"Please don't go." Justin croaked,reaching up and pulling on my hand.

"Justin,I'm not good for you...I can't be friends with someone who has such a good reputation to maintain,I'm an outcast to this society,my life brings so many problems and I don't want you getting caught up in them just because I'm a friend,I don't want you thinking you have to..because you seriously don't,I don't want you feeling pity or any sort of remorse over me,I think it's best if we forget about everything."

I got up and looked at Justin one last time seeing such hurt in his eyes before I began to walk away again,but got pulled back.

And before any word was said Justin crashed his lips onto mine,he grabbed the back of my neck when he realised I was kissing back.

After what felt like hours but in reality was only a few seconds Justin pulled away.

"You can't walk out of my life like that Taylor..you can't just help me and not let me return the favour,you may come with baggage but doesn't everyone? I sure as hell know I do...don't make this the last time I see you,please." he begged,taking my hand and giving it a squeeze as he looked into my eyes with such desperation.

"Justin I-"

"Taylor..not everyone is designed to face the challenges god throws at us,some may need some help..and I'll be that person..I promise." He replied pulling me into a brief hug and kissing my forehead.

"Thank you,but it warned you..it's not going to be easy from here."

"Taylor,we can go nowhere but up." Justin whispered before he kissed the corner of my mouth.

And that moment onwards I knew Justin had my back,and I most certainly had his.

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Sorry this chapter is so short but yeah:)

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