Since my mom got a new boyfriend she has been acting different. She has been a lot meaner than usual and not caring how I feel it's like she doesn't even know me anymore. I can't even tell her what I feel with out being so scared I want to tell her the only way I'm losing weight is because I'm not eating and that's when ever I'm depressed and that's every day now. I also want to tell her that I don't like her boyfriend. And that I cut my self I stopped but I sometimes think of doing it again because it's the only way I can feel numb. And that I feel suicidel and that I don't feel wanted anymore also that I'm a wast of space on this earth. I want to tell her these thing but I can't I can't because I'm scared of her now I can't because I don't want her to hate me as much as she does know I just can't tell her anything anymore.
