Reminscing Rain| Ji Yong

Peace

Random Quote:

"Inner peace begins the moment you choose not allow another person or event to control your emotion."

*Bora POV*

I unlocked the dusty door that creaked from the mess that it had been caught in. As I unlocked the door, I saw things out of place. I would have been scared or irritated but I felt calm and at peace knowing everything was going to be okay. 

"Those scumbags must have got in." Ji Yong mumbled to himself as he closed the door behind him.

"Yeah, they must have. We should get everything cleaned up now. We have been gone for a while." I said as I went to pick off the broken glass off the ground.

"Eh, I don't want to clean." Ji Yong said as he jumped onto the cramped couch.

"Lazy." I said under my breath as I continue to clear the counter top.

After I was finally done cleaning the house and organized everything , I turned my phone back on to check all of my messages.

[5 miss calls from Mommy 🌸]
[10 miss calls from Little Joon 💛]
[3 text messages from Little Joon 💛]
[3 miss calls from Jamless 😝]
[1 miss call from BigHit]

I sighed as I see tons of messages and miss calls that pled for an explanation.

Well, here goes nothing.

I opened up the 3 text messages from Namjoon.

Text Message from: Little Joon 💛
[Bora, why aren't you answering your phone?]
[March 1st 12:00am]

[Bora it's a Tuesday and you didn't show up to work. Are you okay?]
[March 2nd 10:35pm]

[I went to your house today but your weren't there.. seriously Bora where are you?]
[March 3rd 10:37am]
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I feel bad for not letting anyone know what was happening, but I couldn't. It was too much of a risk.

I was really tired from all of the events I have been though and the confessions. I really need some sleep, I don't want to wake up for a while.

I set my phone down on the edge of my night stand and slowly closed my eyelids. After a while I almost drifted to sleep but I was woken up by a low creak.

I opened my eyes to see a green haired Ji Yong starting into my droopy eyes.

"Did I wake you?" He asked as he made his way to the bed.

"No." I lied as I rested my head onto his lap.

"Mmm." He said as he embraced me into a big hug.

It was so nice, being in warm blankets and dim lighting with the one your care about the most.

It's still feels like a dream, how Ji Yong and I are together. I always dreamed of this.. but after that event, I never was the same. No one was ever the same.

I know I can't let that situation control me but it's big... no it's huge.

I know I am being selfish by lying to myself and acting like everything is alright when I know it's not.