Private Nurse (FINISHED)

PRIVATE NURSE

PRIVATE NURSE

BY: nocturnalbuddy

All the instances, name, information are all COINCIDENCE and 100% WORK OF MY IMAGINATION. SORRY FOR THE WRONG GRAMMARS AND TYPOGRAPHICAL ERRORS.It is UNEDITED AND ORIGINALLY TYPED IN THE NOTEPAD. ENJOY READING :)) MEDYO SHORT STORY PO ITO...

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I'm not scared to death.

That was my answer everytime someone will ask me if i'm scared to death.

Now that I only have 1 month to live, I felt the fear.

The fear to leave them.

The fear that I might not experience how to breathe anymore and do the things I haven't experience in my whole life.

The fear that I might forget them.

Now I realized that I'm not ready to leave them.. That I still want to Live and fight the PAIN that SLOWLY KILLING ME.

I chose to be strong and not to tell them that I'm suffering so much pain because I don't want them to feel the FEAR and PAIN that I'm feeling right now because...........

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I WANT THEM TO REMEMBER THE RHIAN SALVADOR-BRAVE AND STRONG .. the RHIAN that NOT SCARED TO DEATH and not the RHIAN that BEATEN by STUPID ILLNESS.

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"Rhian,Ito na yung gamot mo."-Jonathan.

It's been 5 days since Mama hired a private Nurse to took care of me. And 5 days ko na din siyang sinusungitan.

"I told you that I can take care of myself and You don't need to hand me those medicine cause I can get them with my own hands." -Ako.

Ayoko kasi ng inaalagaan.Kasi the more ko nare-realize na mamamatay na ako.

"Rhian, Bilin sakin 'yun ni Ma'am Riza"-Jonathan.

Riza was the name of my mom. And she's not here cause she accompanied my Little brother in his first day of school as Grade 1.

I still remember when she accompanied me in my first day of my class, now i need to stop my studies because of these illness.

"Just get out of my room and I will drink those medicine."-Ako.

"No, drink it first before I'll leave you."-Jonathan.

"Aist! You're giving me a headache!"

Nakaka-stress siya!

"What? Do you want me to call your Mom ? or a doctor?"-Jonathan.

Lumapit siya sakin na natataranta.

"Tss! It's just my expression! Okay?! Calm down! I'm not dying today!"

"Hey! Wag ka magsalita ng ganyan!"

Sumeryoso ang mukha niya.

"As if you care!"

"Of course I care not because you're my patient but because you're important and very special to me so please.. LOVE your Life and fight for it."-Jonathan.

After nun umalis na siya. Ako naman nasa term of shock pa din. Parang bigla na lang may spade na tumama sa dibdib ko at nakaramdam ako nang sakit. Something like that, parang lahat ng sinabi niya may epekto sakin. Well, siguro na-guilty lang ako dahil nga mabait siya sa'kin tapos ako naman ay sinusungitan at ini-ignore lang siya.