MR & MRS DIFFERENT

chap 10

" what do you want for dinner ?" Zack asked . He makes me really angry when he walks in those hot trousers and  shirtless . Really ? I mean he's hot , looks like Greek god and so weird . Worst thing is if I look at him he'll think I'm gawking at him.

" some nice words " I said rolling my eyes .

" okay what's the problem?"  he said raising his voice . "Stop nagging around . " he said, actually shouted .

" don't you shout at me . You wanna what the problem is ? It's that you don't talk.  " I said trying to make him talk to me about how he feels .

" I don't talk ? I've been trying to talk to you miss grumpy ." He said .

" I'm not grumpy . I mean I want you to talk to me ." I said .

He came towards me . And sat beside me on the couch .

" what do you wanna talk about ?" He asked .

" umm . Fav food ? " I asked . He raising his brows  . He gave up and sank in the couch .

" Chinese . Yours?  " he said .

",Thai . "

" there's no difference between thai  and Chinese" he said

" oh come-on . They are two Different types . "

" maybe . I can't  make a difference." He said . I laughed . He smartly smiled .

" you are crazy . Okay now fav cartoon character ", I asked .

" goofy ",he said

" that dog who has a pet dog ? Dude he's weird ." I said . He laughed .

" okay my turn . Name of the guy who you  first kissed " he asked .

" Ezra Harding . He was that tall blue eyed guy . He was mesmerising with his British accent and dimples  one could easily fall in love  . Yours ? " I asked . He turned sad .

" Vanessa Hastings ." He said.  I was speechless. His wife ? Woa

" I'm sorry I shouldn't have " I said

" no it's alright let's continue" he smiled .

" most difficult thing to do ?" I asked .

" to fall in love again ." He said without looking at me .

" for me it would be trying not to eat pie if it is in front of me . " I tried to cheer him up . He grinned .

" you love pie ?" He asked

" love ? I would die for it . Specially strawberry and vanilla with beer . " I said .

" what ? That's ridiculous . Pie with beer ? . " he said .

" hey don't judge before you try . " I said.  he raised his hands for giving up . I laughed .

" so any regrets in life ?" I asked .

" yeah a lot . I regret that I fought for her attention, time and love . I shouldn't have begged . I should have just left . " he said .

" hey ! Stop being a sad person . " I said .

" her memories make me sad because I know they will never happen again.I've tried to be strong , but I'm tired now . From everything.  " he said .

" strength is not always fighting back . It's crying for what you have lost . Let it flow out of you . Holding it would hurt you more " I said . I slid close to him . He looked directly into my eyes . His blue eyes .
His eyes were wet and  he started weeping . I hugged him .

" why she did this to me ?" He asked hugging me back .

" I don't know why she did that . But I know this that life doesn't  always introduce you to people you want to meet and love . It introduces you to people to hurt you and make you strong ." I said .

" I would love to  live alone somewhere without anyone else ." he said still hugging me .

"She broke you , one can clearly see that . People hurt others . No-one can protect you from that , but living alone won't either , for solitude with also bring you with its yearnings . You have to love and live your life. You are here to risk your heart . It's life . You are here to be swallowed by shit . " I said . He laughed and looked at me .

Our faces were inches away . I could feel his hot breath . I moved away from him and he removed his hands from my. Waist .

" I really liked talking to you . " he said

" my pleasure.  I think I should go to bed . We have to leave tomorrow." i  Smiled and headed to my room .