pink ;; soonhoon

oh...

8:12 am

junhui and seungcheol arent here yet, theyre getting us breakfast

theyre so nice

i saw soonyoung looking at me, he looked stressed

yet hot

8:23 am

live writing bois

the boys that would always laugh at me are following me to the bathroom

what's happening?

9:02 am

what did i do?

is it just my existence?

they beat the shit out of me

for what?

what did i do?

is it just my face?

they beat the shit out of me.

fuck, i got blood on the paper...sorry, pink.

i locked myself in the stall, theyre all trying to get me to come out...

im so scared.

...

i hear grunting?

i hear yelling?

i hear punching?

are they fighting each other?

what's happening.

oh dear, i cant breathe.

12:54 pm

i woke up in the nurses office,

jun and seungcheol are here

they yelled my name

i asked what happened, the nurse said someone saved me.

i looked in the bed next to me, only to see a battered up, familiar looking guy

...soonyoung?

6:33 am

im sorry, pink! i forgot to write after the nurses office

jun, seungcheol, and soonyoung are at my house

i cried

i cried so hard

i cried nonstop since the nurse

i found out why soonyoung was staring at me.

he knew one of the boys, it was his cousin

theyve been planning on beating me.

just because i was short, and that i was a really good student.

and because i was gay

11:11 pm

i wish i was good enough.