I'm quiet and shy. I don't like talking because I don't know how.
I want to be your friend. I really truly do. I'll be the best that's my vow.
I think, "I'm gonna talk. Right here and right now!"
I talk and I talk. I think I'm doing good. I keep on talking and then POW!
I say something I didn't mean and now you're mad it's very clear.
I think you may be mad at me and I just want to disappear.
I bring up your past, it hurts you , that's really clear.
I'm sorry, so sorry. Just to let you know I want to disappear.
I ruin my chances at happiness, with my big mouth more than once or twice
I'm stupid. Uneducated on how I'm supposed to talk. I'm sorry I ruined your life.
I enjoy your company. Thanks for being so dear.
But I think YOUR life would be so much better if I would disappear.
YOU ARE READING
I Swear No One Loves Me
PoetryI just want to express myself in kinda depressing poems. I want to believe that people love me but the way I fuck things up, it's nearly impossible. This book or whatever it is is to cope with my problems and my minor suicidal mind set. Some of thes...