TAYLOR'S POV
life has been very cruel to me
with losing one of my good friends and my boyfriend all in a minute, that will usually do it for you
as soon as harry showed up to my house i kicked him out, i had already been told what happened between him and kendall by the time he got there
it took me everything not to cry while he was just standing there looking at me with those beautiful green eyes of his that i had always gotten lost in
as soon as he walked out of the door i just headed towards the stairs and went to cry into my pillow, that just so happened to smell like harry
sarah was around, so i believe that she told kendall to leave
its been about three months since harry and i broke up, its early november
i have dyed my hair brown
you know how they say girls tend to change their hair once they break up with their boyfriend, well yeah that happened to me
a few minutes before i actually got it dyed i just thought that afterwards i was gonna feel different
my heart was never gonna feel like it was ripped out of my chest and that harry took it with him when he walked out of my front door
but afterwards, i think i felt so much worse
it was like i lost who i was before then
but in reality not really, its just a hair color, and i was born a brunette
now as i was looking in the mirror i saw my mom
she was brunette, and the most beautiful woman i know
"You look so much like her" i quickly turned around
there was my dad, i knew he was talking about my mom
"Thanks" i said to him, it was more of a whisper
even after three months away from harry, i still find if hard to find my own voice
"You doing okay today?" he asked
