My One And Only?

Hey...

I was seven when my dad left my mom for some stupid gang but I'm totally cool with it...but to be real I sometimes miss him...when I was little he always was there for me...always loved me bet he choose his job over me...He once send me letter and now I'm 17 over these 10 years I always read that same letter over and over again

"Baby girl I know it's hard for you but it's for the best...I need to leave but will come back to you no meter what and always remember I love u Wendy"

So if you didn't get that right My name is Wendy and I'm 17 years old next week 18 and then I'm out of this hell...and you wonder why hell it's because every sense my dad left my mom she's acting like a slut...she still loves him but I think she's needs to move on but with that type of man like my dad...even my dad was gang leader he was good man ..he loved us...he respected us...if its wasn't for him I think I who'd lost myself...so you may think u were only child...but I had a bad childhood...

I always was shy and didn't speak to another kids so I got depressed and sad when I was 6 my dad caught me with red bloody hand but I didn't cut my arm but I was faking it to get attention...I was sick in head but my dad send me to special school and always were there for me...so I learned how to get friends and I learned to open up to people and that's why I'm here...for a year I have perfect life but so you all know my dad left me so I thought for 5 years he left because he didn't love my mum but he really love her but he didn't have chose...he needed to be in gang...but I really don't know why his gang wore more important than me and my mom so when I was 12 my mom told me the truth and I got friends with wrong people...I started to run from home and steal...and you may thing 12 years old and is a thief...yeah I had 'life crisis" but at some point I get my self together. When I was 16 I met him...The one and only for me! But life is not perfect and so this is how it all started...