Kiss Me... Fade Me

Chapter Six

"Sade!" my mum yelled, my head hurts.  I jumped out of bed and walked downstairs

"Seriously mum, why do you yell so loud?" "Then why is it a yell?" I rolled my eyes and sat on the couch looking at my mum

She smiled "Well pack your things we'll be going on a vacay" "Mum,  school's in session" "I know so I asked the principal to give you two weeks off"

"Two fucking weeks! Where are we going huh?" she sighed "To see your dad"

I got up "No,  I am not going to see the man who has no desire in seeing me, yes he let's me do my stuff but he is ashamed of me! He is not interested in seeing the daughter that goes to club everyday! That lost her mind after that day!  The girl that made him less popular for a while" tears filled my eyes

"Dear" she tried to hold me "Don't please" I dried the tears that were already falling down my eyes

"Please let's go this once, please Sade" maybe I could go, maybe nothing will happen this time "If any damn thing happen then I swear I will never ever forgive him and you!" I walked back to my room

I laid on the bed as tears fell down my eyes as I slowly remembered

"Troy! No don't you dare leave me all alone! Please Troy please! No, he isn't dead! No!"

I watched as they slowly picked him up, I fell to the ground crying heavily. My head was spinning, I felt like dying and then everything turned black.

I woke up in the hospital and saw my mum looking at me sadly, there was tears in her eyes "Sade" she dried her tears and hugged me

"Where's Troy?" she turned her face "Mum,  where is troy?!" I asked loudly, she started crying "No! No! No,  he can't just leave me! It wasn't my fault! I loved him!"

"I need to see him,  I need to see troy now!" I quickly ran out of the room like a crazy woman, I looked around searching for him

'Troy! Troy where are you?!" everyone stared at me, my mum calling my name as I kept on running

I tripped and I fell down on the ground, my mum holding me tightly as she cried "Sade please don't do this to me,  please" I struggled to free myself but she held me more

"Stop this drama now!" I heard my dad voice "Honey,  don't hurt her" "This bitch just killed Troy Mucson! I am so screwed up!"

He gave me death glares "I loved him dad, he was mine.  I didn't..." then he suddenly pulled me up and then I received a hot slap on my cheek

Blood fell down my mouth, tears filled my eyes, my lips were bruised,  my skin scratched, he didn't believe me, no one did even my mum had a little doubt

He held me by the hand and then pushed me out of the hospital "From today, you cease to be Sade..."

The knock on the door brought me back from my thoughts, that is zero out of all the things done to me, Max came inside holding a tray of chicken noddles, I sighed "What now? She sent you now go back and tell her that I am never going to see that fucking man ever again! And I will die first,  you hear I will leave this world before you take me to that damn man that does not love me!"

I turn my face and shut my eyes trying to avoid the tears that were already  forming. "Just go Sade" I nodded "If I go, what will I gain?" he laughed "I love you Max" he smiled and hugged me tightly

My mum came into  the room with tears in her eyes "Please forgive me sade" I walked up to her and hugged her tightly "No, forgive my rudeness" she smiled sadly as she pulled away