Speechless

There is a mysterious force which draws together those who constantly think of each other, fools call it "coincidence".

Love is stupid

Love is strange

Love is hurtful.

I had this "love" before, but never really paid too close attention to it. I never realized that I was actually loved by a human being. It was just an admirable phase for me at that time. Who new? Maybe she did but I lost her, and I do miss her so much. It hurts me so much seeing these two people who are passion-able about each other, it makes me realize that I had that... Used to.

And the thought of this love really fucks up my life. Remembering each and every memory I have of this beauty. Love is strong, but once you're idiotic enough to let it go, it just fades away in the air. 'Love in the Air' is exactly what it is. Lost love is what it means.

I was so overprotective on her and she got tired of it and fed up with all of my bullshit I brought to her. I didn't mean to do that, I just cared for her so much. I don't even think that I loved her. Did I ? I mean she was always with me, if she wasn't I would loose my mind. I loose it every day but got used to it for over three years now ever since.

I scream at the top of my lungs, every single day. I crashed into the tree because I felt like I needed to be dead. I was a fuck up, piece of shit. Oh I knew I was one, everybody blamed their consequences on me thinking that I did it. The world hates me.

I make everyone,

Speechless.

<><><><><><><><><><><><><>
im making a fanfic ;) enjoy

Vote & Comment <3 thanks