Dear diary,
Today is Kayden's 2nd birthday. And new year too. Yes he truned 2 and I'm sure his monkey business has also upgraded. I often get confused by his clever tricks that he plays to get what he wants. I believe he inherited this from his father. Oh! God ___ I don't know how long his memories will haunt me. Every time I see Kayden he reminds me of Drexel, and I can feel a knife being stabbed in my heart. I don't know if I ever will be strong enough to hate him, but yet I can't . I hate myself more because I know I betrayed my Lord.
I even regreted for getting pregnant with Drexel. But all the hatred, rejection, revulsion, pain and agony that I sufferd to bring Kayden into this, worth when I held Kayden for the first time in my arm. Even though it had been whole two years and seven months since the last time I was humiliated by Drexel but I'm still scared, what if he comes back.
Okay, I guess its better not to think negative today. And lets just go get Kayden up with a surprise. By the way I don't believe in making resolutions but I guess this year I'll stop think negative for no reason. Bye dear diary see u later.
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