La-La P.o.V
Well Two Months Has Went By. After Tony Told Me We Were At My Fathers House I Refused To Get Out Of The Car. What If He Hated Me?
But Tony Helped To Calm Me Down.
Eventually We Went Inside The House && I Had So Many Questions Too Ask
I Remember Everything About That Day, I Remember Being Scared, Hurt, && Exhausted.
Flashback
" Dad Or Lamar Why Didn't You Come Looking For Me ? Did You Ever Care About Me Or Was I Just Another Kid Too You? "
I Could Tell With All The Questions I Was Throwing His Way Was Making Him Uncomfortable Or Angry In A Way, But I Didnt Care I Needed && Wanted Answers.
" Ba- Baby Girl I've Been Looking For You For Years. Your Mom Uped && Went Ghost & Left Our Home Town When She Got Pregnant Saying She Couldn't Have A Baby With A Men Like Me."
I Was Confused So Confused I Just Started Crying, Crying For Everything . My Daddy Didnt Know What Too Do But With The Help Of Tony ( Who I Forgot Was There) He Came To Comfort Me The Best Way He Could. And That's When I Knew ,I Knew This Is Where I Wanted Too Be. The Love I Felt During That Hug Was More Love I've Felt In My Lifetime.
Flashback Over
That Was Only Two Months Ago . I'm Now Three Months Pregnant And Staying With Tony. I Know What Your Thinking No We're Not Together Just Friends.... I'm Starting To Catch Feelings Though. I've Recently Found Out He Works For My Father In The Drug Industry. I Don't Know Much About The Game, But I See Him Stressed && I Hate That. Me && My Daddy Have A Wonderful A Relationship, I'm Daddy's Little Big Girl .
" La I Need Your Help With Something Important"
"Yes Tony What May I Help You With Today?"
" I Wanna Ask This Girl Too Be My Girl, But How Should I ?"
When He Said Those Words I Was Hurt Very Hurt But Gave Him My Best Advice .
" Just Tell Her How You Feel I Guess"
I Said Trynna Hide My Jealousy But I Could Tell He Knew I Was Jealous By That Dumb Ass Smirk On His Face .
"Okay Ima Let Her Know Tonight But I Gotta Handle Some Business Be Ready By 7 We Going Out For Dinner Dress Nice "
Mmhhhmm Was All I Said
