I dont even Know anymore

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 I   got back home at like 6 sumthin . I walked in the house and I heard yelling and screaming.  It was coming from Chres's room. I walked up stairs and I opened his door.  He was in the bed with some trick.

Me:  WHAT THE FUCK!

They stopped fucking and turned around and the girl covered herself up.  I shake my head

Chres: what are you doing!?!  He yells at me.

Chick: Chres who is this!  She says looking me up and down. 

Me: Bitch shut the fuck up aint nobody talkin to yo ass and get out my house!  I yelled at her she jumped out of the bed put on her clothes waved bye to Chres and when she walked past me I looked at her and she ran down the stairs.

Chres: DONT LEAVE!  He says getting out of bed running downstairs to catch her. I heard the door slam. I laughed and he came back up.

Chres: what the fuck is yo problem!

Me: nigga shut the fuck up and go put some clothes on  I said laughing at him  he was naked.  I pushed past him  and I felt  a tight grip on my arm I was against the wall now

Chres: don't you ever do that again

Me: NIGGA GET FUCKING HIV INFECTED ASS OFF ME

I  yell in his face I try to get out his grip  he tightened it more

Me: Chres! Let me the fuck go!   He looked pissed off. He just tightened his grip more I screamed in pain

Me: STOP CHRES!   He let my arm go and walked in his room he slammed his door and locked it.  I slid down the wall.  and held my arm. I looked at it and noticed it was turning purple.  I got up and walked into my room  closed the door and I laid on my bed  I started crying,  I cried myself to sleep.

Next Morning.

Chres: Y/N! Y/N!  Wake up!

I opened my eyes and I jumped up when I saw Chres.

Me: GET OUT!

Chres:  Y/N  listen im sorry, I was really mad and I was stressed I I I didn't know what to do. im sorry

Me: THAT DOESNT GIVE YOU THE FUCKING  RIGHT TO HANDLE ME LIKE THAT!

Chres:  im so--   I slapped him he held his cheek.

Me: leave me the fuck alone.   I pointed to the door  he got up and walked out.  I hate niggas.  I get out of bed and I go into my bathroom I look down at my arm.  Its still purple but not as purple as it was last night. I lightly touch it.  Its tender I turn the shower on and I  got in.  When I finished getting out  and doing my hygiene stuff My hair was wet & it turned curly then  I walked out and walked to my closet I found some Adidas sweat pants that are skinny a superman sweater, and my Jordan  Flight Club 91's.  I put that on and I grab my phone and my purse  Im going to the doctor to get arm checked out.  I opened my door and walked downstairs Chres was down there.

Chres:  Y/N I--  I put my hand up and he stopped talking I walked out the door and I walked to my car and I turned the car on and I drove to the doctors clinc.

Chres P.O.V

Man I fucked up! I went way too far last night. I never put my hands on a woman but she made me sooo mad last night. I was bout to slap her that's why I tightened my grip but I didn't mean too I wanted to let go but something just wouldn't let me. When she walked downstairs I tried to say sorry but she stopped me and put her hand up. She just walked out.  I know I hurt her, but I didn't mean too.... but she thinks I did that on purpose I really didn't mean it.  I want her to know that I truly am sorry for being an asshole like that. When I looked into her eyes I could tell she was scared and I bet she only saw a demon in my eyes.  I never wanted her to see that side of me.  Even though she is my 'stepsister'  I still want her to know I love her and care for her and I never meant to or ever will hurt her again. I need to make it up to her.............

Your P.O.V

The doctor told me that its just tender, he asked me what happened I lied and said I fell in soccer  even though I dint play soccer he believed me anyways, I think he knows I was lying but he let it slide. He wrapped my arm up and I walked out the office and I walked back to my car and I got in.  I sighed .  My phone started saying MOM! MOM! MOMMIEEE! MOM!  like Stewie on Family Guy did I answered my phone

Me: hii mom!

Mom: hey babygirl  you ok?

Me: yea im tired a little

Mom: well get some sleep baby,  but hows everything going with you and Chres?

Me: oh yea were fine..... 

Mom: and my house?

Me: its just like you left it.....

Mom: uhhh huh..  well I was just calling to see how yall doing

Me: oh well were fine

Mom: good... can I speak to Chres real quick?

Me: uhhh not really

Mom: and why is that?

Me: ummm  because im not at the house

Mom: where are you?

Me: no where special..

Mom: yea sure  ok well imam call you later and when you get home tell Chres to call me.

Me: yes ma'am

I hung up and I started to drive back to this hell hole.

When I get back home I open the door and I walk inside. Chres is in the kitchen cooking something I laugh a little he didn't hear me I walk upstairs and I take my shoes off and my sweatshirt I put on blue tank top and black ankle socks. I left my hair out and I walked back downstairs Chres was sitting on the edge of the table staring at me.

Me: Chres what are you doing?

Chres gets off the table walks over to me he takes my hand and walks me over to the table he pulls my chair and helps me sit down I sit down and shake my head what is he is up to?

I hear J.Holiday Suffocate playing  I smile I love this song..

Chres walks back from the kitchen with two plates and sits them down he sits mine in front me and his in front of him he sits down.  I look at him and smile he smiles back. I look at the food. It looked so good  there was sunny side up eggs, bacon,  butter biscuits, grits, pancakes and he gave me some oj in a nice little glass.  He had the same thing. I smiled as J. Holiday sung -don't ever leave me girlll  I need you inside my world I cant go a day without you. and see nobody else in love like you. don't want nobody else but you- 

Chres:  Y/N listen to me I am truthfully sorry for the way I acted last night. I was really mad at what you did and I let my actions get the best of me I never meant to hurt you like that. I saw the pain and the terror in your eyes and I wanted to stop but something wouldn't let me. Im really sorry I was being an ass hole for no reason you didn't need to see that side of me I was hoping you never would. It just came out. Y/N I want you to know that even though your my stepsister I still care and love you. I promised myself I would never hurt no woman like that and im sorry that happened to you. Y/N I still love you and I don't care who finds out but I want you to know that I am sorry and will you please forgive me?

I was in tears when he said that.

Me: Chres you got me crying of course I forgive you

He gets out of his chair and I stand up and hug him he hugs back and I smile. He is so sweet. He did all of this just to say sorry...

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