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Harry's POV recap-
She believes I'm such a good guy but she is terribly wrong. All the directioners are wrong. They think I'm such a perfect popstar with no flaws or mistakes.
But that's all I am. A mistake. I shouldn't be the way I am. I just take advantage of people. I'm selfish. And I can't change.
I don't want to change my ways.
Stella just made me realize that everyone likes me for the person they think I am, the innocent Harry.
Little do they know I'm the devil.
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My feet take me threw the crowd of sweaty people in search of my mate from Doncaster. I need to speak to him.
Yes, Louis.
We have always been close since xfactor. I can pour my heart out to him and he'll put his silly-self aside and be serious and listen to me. Like, he really listens to each and every word leaving my lips and he'd come up with a way to comfort me, an then in that moment, anything that has made me upset would fade away and I'd just truly feel happy and whole.
This may sound mushy but he's my one and only teddybear that I can hug all I want and tell all my biggest secrets to. It's to bad im not gay though... because I would love to be in a relationship with a person who is there for me as much as Louis is.
My eyes wander around trying to find his blue ones threw the bodys of dancing drunk people but I have no luck.
I actually consider going back to Stella to apologize for kisding her than leaving, but I'm not that type of person anymore. I used to be the one to constantly say sorry. The one that was a gentleman that treated women as deserved. I wonder what happened to that person.. is that person still in me anymore?
I don't know.
I simply can't find Louis but I relax a little when I see Niall and Liam dancing with eachother like fools. I'm not sure if what they're doing is even considered "dancing" I slightly chuckle and approach the lads.
"Harry! Where have ya been?" Niall said sounding a bit tipsy and threw his arm around my shoulder.
"In the bathroom"I shrugg as if nothing took place in the bathroom.
"For that long?, Aye I think you've got yourself an infection if you peed for that long mate" Niall said stupidly with his heavy Irish accent.
"Niall shuttup and eat some luckycharms and follow the rainbow" I jokingly say, shrugging his arm off from around my shoulder and he laughs. Niall still ended up leaning agains me anyways, trying to keep his balance.. Liam stops his "dancing" and gives me a side hug.
"Hey Liam can I talk to you about something?"
"Sure mate, try to make it quick though cause Danielle is on her way"He said pretty excited... wait a minute... Danielle?
Me and Niall exchanged a look.
"Woah, hold on did you just say Danielle? What happened with Sofia?" I quirked an eyebrow.
"She cheated on me.. and I broke up with her"he said a bit upset.
"Yes!" Me and Niall yelled In unsion and I fistpumped. Liam glared at us and I immediately realized our mistake.
"Ah, Liam, mate I am really sorry"Niall said scratching the back of his head embarrassed,"but Sofia was a total bitch anyways and I knew she would che--Uh, I'm going to go uh find Zayn." Niall cut himself off and left Liam and I.
"Listen I'm sorry that happened Liam but.. you deserved better.." I said to him sincerely.
He took a deep breathe and relaxed,"I can't believe I'm saying this but, your right Harry"
Did Liam just say im right.. or did I hear him wrong?
"Did you Liam Payne just say what I think you said?" I asked in disbelief with wide eyes.
Liam rolled his eyes and nodded, "Yes Harry your right, I deserve better than Sofia. I can't believe I was with her, she constantly lied to me and she'd use me for my money. I'm GLAD I didn't have sex with her! Thank god!"
I chuckled and noticed how he wasn't as upset anymore.
"So anyways, you said Danelle is coming.. so are you guys back together?" I ask curious.
"No.. not yet anyways. The only reason why I broke up with Danielle in the first place is because I didn't want her to get hate and also we hardly see eachother and I couldn't handle a long distance relationship but now.. I regret that a lot. I miss her. After we broke up she understood and we agreed to be friends but then I realized that I made a huge mistake and since we weren't together I started to see Sofia and that was another mistake but I'm relieved that I broke up with Sofia, she was to fake" Liam explained.
I shake my head,"Now's when you notice how fake she is? The lads and I have never liked her but we couldn't tell you cause.. well Liam you have a bad temper when it comes to anyone talking bad about your girl"
"Look who's talking Harry. You have the absolute Worst temper out of us all when it comes to anything, not just with girls" Liam said mater of factly.
I roll my eyes, "Whatever. And you'll get Danielle back. She really does love you Liam. And plus, once you get back together with her you won't have to worry about her not living you for you, And the lads and I approve of her which is very important"
"Thanks mate"he smiled and gave me a hug,"what is it you wanted to talk to me about?"
"Oh nothing important. Danielle must be getting here soon so go ahead and wait for her, I'm going to find Lou" I said, and with that being said I left looking for petter pan.
Where is he? I need to talk to him about things...