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Fine, I don't care!!!!! I thought as the man kicked me out of the library I guess throwing a book at an upsetting part isn't aloud. Hey my name is April I have long black hair that covers my eyes which are green, pale skin that burns easy and I'm five feet exactly last time I checked anyway which was this morning. I'm not much of a social butterfly I don't really have that many friends and I'm kind of the invisible girl that no one notices until I do something wrong or embarrassing. I love reading and writing and drawing but I don't think I'll get any were with it, also I have no voice I was born like that its not exactly difficult and I don't have to carry a white board around my neck or anything but I do carry around a notebook and pencil mostly to draw or write with though. After I had gotten kicked out I walked to the bench waiting on my mom to picked me up she's supposed to pick me up at 3:30 I pulled out my phone to look at the time ........... It was 2:00.......... great an hour and a half to sit on the bench in the bright sun I texted my mom

Me:Hey do you think you could pick me up a little early?

Mom: Why did you get kicked out of the library again?

Me: Maybe

Mom: Alright I'll be there in about 20min I'm doing a work thing okay dear?

Me: okiedokie I'll see you soon mommy love you

Mom: love you to <3

Well its sooner that 3:30 but I have to find some shade I looked around for a tree or roof covering but none were to be found.... perfect, absolutely flipping perfect. I sat on the bench and took out my note book and started to sketch I got a really good idea when I was reading. When I was half way through the picture someone sat down next to me so I scooted over to give him some room then he scooted closer so I scooted over again and then he scooted closer I looked up at him and put an expression on my face that said 'what is your problem' and when I looked up at him I noticed he was smirking and he said "Hi there pretty girl I'm Collin." I waved my signature two finger wave and gave him a small smile he was cute he also had black hair but his eyes were a mixture of blue and green which were really cool he looked to be about five foot nine at least and he was quite muscular he wasn't wearing a shirt I was guessing because it was 90 degrease out side either that or he was showing off his six pack and he was wearing neon green basketball shorts and completely black high tops the kind that went right above the ankles and a skateboard next to his feet. "Is that all I get a two fingered wave and a shrug?' he laughed a little and smiled my gosh he had such a handsome smile "can I get your name?" I flipped the page that I was drawing on and wrote down my name and showed him "pretty name he said why didn't you just say it though are you deathly ill?" I rolled my eyes and smiled and wrote down 'no I'm just mute I guess would be a way to say it I was born this way' I showed it to him "Ah alright" he stood up and then got on his knees in front of me and then he said " Don't be a drag, just be a queen weather your broke or ever green, your black white beige, or chola descent, you're lesbian, you're orient. whether life's disabilities, left you outcast, bullied or teased rejoice and love your self today cause baby you were born this way" I lifted my eyebrow and smiled I wrote down 'why did you just say a verse of "born this way" by lady ga-ga?' he read it and he said " I did that because you said you were born that way so I wanted to say that to you just to make sure that you love your self and you don't think down on your self because of it usually people think down on themselves for every little thing so I just wanted you to know that from a random persons point of view and also you should know that you are beautiful and I wanted to ask you why your sitting her alone?" I was about to write why when my phone buzzed

Mom: sorry honey your going to have to walk home my boss is making me stay until 5:00 I'm so sorry be safe see if you can get someone to walk you home that you trust if you know anybody there by any chance I really hope you do and again I am so sorry be safe I love you text me when you get home.

Me: yes ma'am and actually I do have someone to walk me home so don't worry and I will, love you to mommy<3

I showed Collin my moms text and wrote in the note book 'I'm siting here alone because I got kicked out of the library for throwing a book and my mom was going to pick me up but obviously she cant now ( I hate her boss, we both do) so can you walk me home?' I showed it to him and he said "sure" as he was smiling " but one question why did you throw a book?" I stood up and took the notebook from him and wrote 'because it had an upsetting part in it' he stood up and I handed it to him and he looked at me and handed me the book " what was so upsetting?" I wrote down 'my favorite character died' He read it and smiled again "you know something kind of funny?" I looked at him my expression saying what? "I have gotten kicked out of the library for the same thing" Then he started busting out laughing "When I was seven ha-ha speaking of age how old are you?" I took my notebook from him and wrote down '16 my birthday is October 7th and you?' he read it " Same age and birthday so we both just turned 16" he smiled at me I looked at him with the expression on my face that said 'really?' He nodded his head yes