I feel trapped its like im dying inside
A devilish feeling love and hate coincide
Everyday a struggle never knowing how it feels to fly
I cant walk away, I just want to hide
The more I love you the harder it gets
Your parents say
I treat you more like a pet
I never want to lose you youre everything to me
I feel like everyone just misunderstands me
Every decision i make
I do what I think is best
Always doubting myself,
Every minute a test
The deep dark feeling that lingers even in the light
I cant seem to fight it thats why im up all night
A feeling that only one never good enough can have
The
Feeling that can make a happy person sad
Its the darkest part of my soul that I cant let anyone see
I can never let some get to know the real me
Ill never be good enough
Its the burden i am to bare
Never being good enough
Right down to the last hair
Im ambitious and courteous and offer everything i have
Everyone takes and takes and never feels bad
Most days feeling like ive not given enough
But that is the burden of someone thats not good enough
Id think everyone could understand a feeling like this
After all we are all not good enough on someone elses list
The feeling of unworthiness never leaving my side
But its the feeling ive choosen to decide
Its the love and admiration I have for only you
That drags me to this place in hell where I sit waiting for my que
The sacrifice I make everyday
My que for bittersweet damnation never fading away
My feelings are but a feeling not important in the least
The hound of hell never satisified, ready for his feast
As long as you wear a smile I will bow down at your feet
I sit in silence slowly dieing awaiting my defeat
YOU ARE READING
Not Good Enough
PoetryThis is a poem that I wrote in the moment so if you dont like it i understand. You might like some of my other work so please dont discount the poet as a whole from one poem.
