Depression, Self Harm, and Suicide Quotes 2 (continued)

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If it were possible, I would be drunk, forgetting about the things in my head, life. I just want to forget for one night or just rant and let everything out.
I want to cry on someone's shoulder. I feel like I have no one even though I have friends. I feel like they're just friends with me because they feel bad. I don't fit in with them. They have everything in common while I'm just there. If I'm talking to them, they don't hear me. It's like I'm a ghost. I'm a disappointment to my mother even if I do absolutely nothing wrong.
I'm really ugly so no one wants to be my friend or will ever like me. It's all about looks these days, not personality. I have to worry about college applications and whether or not I get accepted. If I don't, I know my mother will probably kick me out or something.
I just want to be loved and cuddled. I just want someone to tell me everything is going to be alright.
Sorry for the rant