The truth about forever

My name is Bleu Eire Varner.

I am here to tell you my story.

The story that has never been told until now.

So here it is. My story.

I clenched the bed sheets that lay beneath me. My heart was pounding and felt as if it had literally had shattered into a million pieces. My breathing became fast. I knew what was happening but i can't go through with it.

My eyelids became heavy with tears. I cant die here. I have so much more life to live.

My tears came all at once as i let out a sob. My heart became slower by the second and so did my breathing.

And before i knew it my eyelids had became so heavy i couldn't open them anymore.

But in order to tell you my full story, i have to start from the beginning.