Because of you ~ Conor Maynard

~•Part 7•~

The sound of my beeping alarm awakes me and my stomach instantly starts churning. What is going to happen? What if I get hurt? What ifs runs through my mind as I slip on a black hoodie and black skinny jeans. I throw on my white converse and decide to bring a pocket knife. You know, just in case.

I slowly open my door to make sure no one is awake and I make my way upstairs. "Shit.." I mumble under my breath as I see Caspar typing away on his computer. I try to slip past him but of course he notices me.

"Alexa?" Caspar whispers. I sigh and look towards him. "Where are you going at this time mid night?" He asks, he has always been protective of me.

"I just need some fresh air." I lie, quickly walking out of the apartment.

Once I see Starbucks ahead I begin to freak out. But, I keep walking, ready to face whatever is in that alley.

I stop right as I'm about to walk into the alley. What am I doing? I'm basically risking my life.

I take a few more steps and see a black figure leaning against the wall. "H-hello?" I squeak out. "Aw, Alexa. I'm very sorry to tell you this but," the figure pauses while walking towards me. He takes off his hoodie and looks up.

Shock overtakes my body and I stumble backwards. "K-kian?" (Kian lawley for those of you who are confused)

I pull out the knife and point it at him. "D-don't come near me." I stutter. He laughs and shakes his head. "You know," he says, forcing me against the wall. "We never got to finish what we started." He breaths against my neck.

FlashBack

"I'm not arguing with you right now Kian." I sigh as I grab my jacket. "Alexa, I said I'm sorry." He hisses. I just shake my head and begin to walk out the bedroom door.

But kian forcefully grabs my arm and tosses me to the bed. I let out a whimper and lay in shock. "K-kian? What the hell are you doing?" I whimper.

"Why do you have to be such a bitch?! If you would listen," he grips on my wrists tighter. "I wouldn't have to be so forceful." He spits.

I manage to kick him where the sun does not shine and run to the bathroom. I lock the door and call 911 as kian bangs on the door.

"911 what's your emergency?" A woman with a high pitched voice fills my ears. "My boyfriend I think is trying to assault me...i-I'm in the bathroom now with the door locked." I quietly cry. "Alright ma'm, help will be there soon." I hang up the phone and crawl in the corner as kian shouts my name and calls me awful things.

FlashBack Ended

Eventually the cops came and arrested him. That was about a year ago. I guess he got out and found me.

"You're sick." I cry. He just laughs. "You know you're fans think you are the sweetest guy alive. I'm glad Jc decided to move out and away from you fuc-" I'm cut off my him slapping me. "Don't talk to me that way bitch. I know you are together with that goody two shoes Conor Maynard. I couldn't let you have that joy. Neither could his ex." I knew it, she is in this.

Once again I kick him in his most sensitive spot and run. I run back to the flat and don't look back. I don't care that passing strangers are giving me weird looks, I don't care that there are hot tears pouring out of my eyes, all I care about is making it home. I knew this was a mistake.

I fling open the flat's door and slam it shut, locking it in the process. I slide down the door and silently cry.

I feel myself start to shake. Oh no, not another panic attack. My breathing quickens as I try to breath, and I hug my knees to my chest.

I hear either Joe or Caspar come up the stairs, but it sounds millions of miles away. I feel a hand on my shoulder and I flinch.

I can hear someone sayings it's alright. I began to calm down and my arms fall to my side. I let the tears fall down my cheeks as Joe pulls me into his chest.

"Alexa oh my god." He sighs into my hair as I sob into his chest.

"What happened? Caspar told me you went out for some fresh air and you looked flustered." Joe rambles when I have finally calmed down. Well I better tell him.

I tell him about how I got another text from 'the unknown number' and I had a panic attack, how I had to tell Conor what happened, how he got pissed, and then seeing Kian.

Joe sits there with wide eyes and sighs. "Alexa, I think we need to take you to the doctors." Joe says. "Why? I'm fine." I groan. "Because Alexa, your anxiety is getting worse." I sigh and give in. "I have to talk to Conor." I realize. I know he is pissed at me.

"Alexa it's 3:30 in the morning." Joe chuckles. I ignore him and grab my phone. I dial Conor's number and anxiously await for his voice.

After about four rings he picks up. "Hello?" He says groggily. "Hey Conor." I say lowly. "Alexa?" He says, his groggy voice leaving. "Yeah, listen I'm sorry about not telling you sooner, I...I was scared." I sigh.

I hear bed sheets crumpling and Conor moving. "I'm coming over." He says and hangs up. I sigh and Joe looks at me. "He's coming over." I say. Joe nods. "I'll see you in the morning love." He says, pulling me into a tight hug and walking downstairs. I really love Joe. Not like I fancy him but he's like a brother to me. I love him for that.

Suddenly I hear three light taps on the door. I'm very cautious when opening the door, you know, just incase its Kian. Once I see it's just Conor i mentally sigh and open the door wider. He looks like a mess. His hair is messy, he has bags under his eyes, but all I see is that smirk of his.

"Hey." He smiles. I smile back as he walks in. I take his hand and lead him downstairs into my room. We both lay down on my bed as he plays with strands of my hair.

"I'm sorry." He suddenly says. "For what?" I ask, tilting my head so I can look at him properly. "For getting so pissed yesterday. Jack had a go at me once you left." He chuckles. I laugh as I cuddle closer.

"Um Conor, I had another panic attack tonight.." I say quietly. He pulls me closer. "Joe told me." He sighs. "And about that douche Kian." He says. I can hear the anger in his voice. "Alexa you shouldn't have gone alone." He sighs "I know I'm sorry, I just wanted to try and protect us." I hear Conor lightly chuckle and sigh. "Just know I love you, and we will get through this."

That is the last thing I heard before falling asleep in Conor's arms. God I love him so much.

Drama, drama, drama....well see you guys next chapter.