Beneath my skin lye all my scars,
The hatred the abuse from all you guys,.
The more you hate the deeper I go,
Deeper and deeper and very low,
Sometimes I'm sucidal,
Like what's the point,
Know one will know,
Just one jump and I will be gone,
But then I realise that someone cares,
To love me,
To support me,
His name is...Phil Lester
Dan smiled as he read the last lines of the poem what he wrote. He could hear Phil walking closer to his door so he quickly stuffed the paper in his draw. You see Phil diddn't know about dans depression and selthharm...oh he couldn't tell Phil it would break his heart. Phil came into the room an hugged dan from behind.
"Guess who?" Phil said playfully.
"Urmm is it Phil?" Dan said sarcastically. Phil took his arms of dan and sat down next to him.
"Are you still editing" Phil asked curiously. "Urmm...I guess I am" dan answered. Phil hugged dan and said "come have some food I've made us fajitas..you can't commit your whole life to YouTube". "I know..it's just that I haven't posted a video in ages and my danosaurs are becoming impatient" dan said. "I'm sure they will understand with university you have no time".
Phil grabbed the mouse and wrote a tweet on dans twitter saying "sorry guys the videos going to be a bit late Ive been really busy lately I will try and post it sometime this week" after Phil tweeted that all dan could do was smile at his fans saying "its okay" and "it doesn't matter dan".
"So how about those fajitas" dan smiled at Phil as he brought him into the kitchen. When they entered the kitchen there was a delicious smell filling the air and dan just couldn't resist them. After finishing dan and Phil were abit drunk after all they did have a few glasses of wine with tea. They decided to call it a night and went to bed Phil went into his and dan went to his.
9:00 the clock read. As Phil looked around the room he realised that he wasn't the only one in his bed.
!!I will be updating tomorrow bye
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Beneath My Skin (Phan)
FanfictionDan has a horrible past where he was depressed but does not wan his new boyfriend Phil to know it will break his heart.