Beneath My Skin (Phan)

The Truth Hurts...

Dans P.O.V 

In my head all i could think about was Phil. Phil here Phil there i just cant get him out of my head...then i remembered that he was perfect and amazing and adorable and cute and....too good for me. At that moment i realised that i was no good for Phil he deserves more than me im ugly im fat and weird and emo. At this point i was calling myself every name under the sun...I HATED MYSELF. I couldnt keep it in no longer i ran to the bathroom and picked up my shaver and took off the razor. From then on all i could do was cut...one then two then three and before i knew it there was opened out scars all the way up my arm and i was hopelessley crying on the floor. I was crying for ages hoping that i could just die just then...but suddenley i heard the appartment door open and Phil shouting my name "Dan Dan" he shouted...oh no now he was coming upstairs i couldnt let him see me like this it would break his heart. As i heard phil getting closer i let out a loud sob. Phil heard me and was getting closer. It went silent as phil suddenly opened the door to see me crying with blood all over me and the floor. I could see that Phil was upset you could see his Blue eyes fill up with tears. "Did you do this Dan" i heard Phil say i couldnt ignore him he was there and sometimes the truth hurts so i quietly mummbled "...yes" after saying that one word i burst out crying. Phil came over and hugged me and right then i felt safe and loved. "I love you dan too much to let you go..please promise me you will never do this again" Phil said still hugging tightly. "I wont Phil i promise". We hugged for a few mineuts untill Phil realised that blood was still flowing from my arm like a river. "Come on dan lets clean you up" we both stood up as phil took off my shirt saying "This needs to be washed and so do your pants" I couldnt help it as soon as Phil said that he needed to take off my pants all i could do was kiss him....Phil obviously enjoyed it as soon after he started to slip his tounge in my mouth. Phil heard me giggle but it just enccouraged him even more. "Wait youve got blood on your top Phil" Phil pulled away and said "oh so i have...i guess i should take it off we wouldnt want to get any more blood on it" "yeah your right mabye i should take mine off aswell ive also got blood on mine" i said playfully. Both tops came off and then the pants and before we knew we were both naked..."Comeon lets have a bath" Phil said. "Together?" i mummbled. "well i dont see why not" Phil said whilst running the bath.

Sorry abit late but heres the new bit please tell me what you guys thought and sorry if its abit emotional because after all its dan and phil...anyway thanks for reading please can you give it a vote up if you enjoyed. I will update tomorow okay Bai ^_^ xxxx