Again, this song was just an accident. XDD The only diffrence is that, I wrote this first as a typical poem, and then a sad melody whooshed on my sick brain. :3
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I.
I should've known that you would break my heart
I never thought that breathing would be this hard
oh, I cannot bear this pain
You should've told me that someday you'll be gone
And I did not know that I'm not your only one
Oh, this hurt drives me insane
Chorus:
Ohh, I should've never loved you that much
I should've never cried for your touch
I should've never answered your call
(And in the first place), I should've never let myself fall
II.
I've wasted my tears for a senseless guy
I've cried too hard for that stupid goodbye
Oh there is nothing else to say
Those memories you just left behind
They're so amazing- can't get them off my mind
Oh but they suddenly fade away
(Back to chorus)
Bridge:
You told me once that you would love me
You promised that you'll never leave me
And with just a look in your eyes,
Oh I believed your f*cking lies
Last chorus:
If I loved you unfaithfully and not this much,
Maybe I never cried for your touch
And if I never made you a part of my soul,
I might live the same- with no regrets at all
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If only he finds these songs, he would know. :3