Jokes on you

lost and afraid

Dear journal, my name is Juliet and I am 15 years old. I haven't really written in my journal since I was around 13 years old. I didnt think I'd go back to writing in it till...well...my mother passed away recently and i'm feeling pretty lost. My mother was a single hard working woman who always had my back through it all but...one night..she was sick and...descided not to tell me...so one morning i woke up to hear her choking and yelling for help..i didn't know what to do so i thought to give her some water then call the police and run to my grandmas house since she was right across the street. Once the police came she was right there on the floor just hanging from her chair...the last thing i said to her was "are you okay". It was a terrible feeling and i wish i didn't have to see her go that way..but it happend. So at that time i felt very alone like i had no one but my wonderful/crazy aunt came to take me in. So everything was perfect. I felt that i had my life together and things will start getting better.
Until a random call from my father..my life turned around..

TO BE CONTINUED...