I Love My Best Friend (Justin Bieber Love Story) *Editing

Chapter 31

Your POV

You Do You and I'll Do Me

Opening my eyes yawning,I stopped and jump feeling hot steady breathing on my back. Turning my head,I relax then frown seeing Justin's head buried in my neck,his hair the only thing I see. I felt his eyebrows knit together on my shoulder and bring me closer.

Taking his grip off me, I go to the bathroom and look at myself, I look like I haven't slept for three days. Going into the other room to brush my teeth and wash my face,I walk down the stairs,cleaning up the mess that's still on the counter,pour out that drink, put all the food up and make breakfast.

Playing a song in my head,I get deep into thought,replaying the arguement from yesterday and bite my bottom lip hard. Arms snaked around my waist and a kiss on my shoulder,making me stiffen up.

"Moring,babygirl." Justin greets in his husky morning voice,his voice makes me want to jump on- no,just hormones talking. I can't forgive him right now,that'll make him think after he say something messed up,I'll crawl into his arms when he feels bad.

Brushing Justin off my body,I continue to mix the pancakes,not answering. "What's your problem?" He ask in concern. I actually stopped mixing the pancakes for a second to look up at the wall in front of me and chuckle,shaking my head. I continue to mix the food,looking down. I know I know I may seem crazy to him,but I don't care. "Go ask your new girlfriend,Lean. She's sure as hell keeping you company." (That rhymed lolol) I snap,pouring the mixture on the pan. Justin leans on the counter beside me and drop his head.

"You're really not over that?" He has the nerve to ask. I look at him and scoff,walking to put the plate in the sink. "Oh yeah,I'm so over the fact that you were being a lying selfish bastard last night,and truly said what you felt." I say with sarcasm and attitude in my tone. "Y/n,you know I didn't mean it." He use as a lame excuse,I roll my eyes walking over to the stove with Justin now standing up. "If you didn't mean it,you wouldn't have said it. I don't even want to argue with you,it's too early and you seem not to care so drop it."

"No,I'm not dropping it because it looks like its bothering you." I huff and look at the pancake have bubbles on the corners and center meaning its cooking,it's the only thing I can look at. "Baby,I'm sorry I hurt you." Justin says softly,wanting me to give in, I shake my head and look at him. "No you're not,if you were, you wouldn't have lied and said those things. It seems like what you said adds up to you not giving two fucks about me or this relationship." I mumble,flipping the pancake.

"But Y/n-"

"Can you stop trying to beg for my forgiveness already? I don't forgive nor do I trust you right now, so stop trying. It's so damn annoying." I speak harshly, glaring at him. Justin exhaled lightly and walk over to the table sitting down. Finishing up making the breakfast,for me, I walk upstairs in the spare room and eat. After eating,ever so quickly might I add, I walk back down the stairs in the kitchen where Justin sat nibbling on his bacon.

"The food is great." He says,trying to sound happy when really.. He wasn't. Him trying to brighten the mood is only making it darker. "Thanks." I mumble back emotionless,about to head back upstairs. "Y/n." He speaks up,I sigh and turn around. "What?" I ask coldly,Justin continues to look at his food and play with it.

"I.. I didn't get a hug from you this morning. I know why you wouldn't kiss me,but..can I have a hug?" He looks up at me with doe eyes,his doe Brown eyes I love cooing. I can think those things,but I'm still hurt. I walk over to him and put my arm over his shoulder,standing there--- 'hugging' him. Justin lightly pulls me by hips and sit me on his lap. He snuggle his head in my back,sighing. "I miss your touch,your actual touch,I hate for you  to be cold like this towards me. I really do love you." Justin mumble these things to himself,I hum and get up.