Bella And Aro

I can not stand it anymore

I sobbed. in my pillow and thinked and thinked "I love ed.....him or do I .I know I will go to the volturi they will know what to do ." I left a note to Charlie and wrote "going somewhere do not look for me please . I will be ok, maybe I will call you once a year . I do not think so because I want to kill myself . I love you very much I really do remember me" . I went upstairs and packed all my clothes except the one Edward said he liked and burned it . I went downstairs ,looked at the place one more time and left. I had tears in my eyes but I caught them went into my red Mitsubishi and left.