Phoenix Rising

I Am Losing Me

Claire
[Knocking on Tracy door that has a picture of him and Kat on it] "Tracy you have to come out some time. You have been locked in this room for three months. I know you are hurting I am also hurting. Come out and talk." [Waits for an answer then walks away heartbroken that one of the closest friends have shut her out. While walking in the kitchen she walks pass Tracy.]

Tracy
"This is awkward. You aren't supposed to be here right now."

Claire
[Confused] "What are you talking about."

Tracy
"I have been avoiding you. I usually plan the times that I come back. I haven't wanted to see anyone that reminds me of the people I have lost. I haven't even been in the room to see Gray either"

Claire
"I was just at your door trying to check on you. So you mean to tell me for the last three months you haven't been here. [angrily] How can you do this to me. You had me worried. We have known of each other since me and Shawn got together. Seven years so tell me what is going on."

Tracy
[Walking away not paying Claire attention.] "I don't want to explain this now. Just drop it okay."

Claire
[Scream] "Tracy don't walk away from me. [Super speeds in front of Tracy.] Tell me what is going on. We are like family and you are acting strange." [Grabs Tracy arm]

Tracy
"I don't know why you think that. I only tolerated you because of Shawn and nothing more. [Shouting] Get off my back I don't even know why you are still here anyway. Go away move out do something just don't get in my face again."

Claire
[Hurt tears are forming in her eyes. Voice began to shake.] "Why would you say that. You can't tell me you faked a friendship for seven years. What's going on with you. Your demeanor has changed. Did you start doing black magic?"

Tracy
"Let me go. Stop asking me all of these questions.[Telekinetically pushes Claire into the wall] Leave me alone. [Walks into his room and lays on bed and starts to dream. In his unconscious his true feelings are showing. "Why am I treating her this way. I can't control my emotions. These words aren't even mine. Consuming this black magic is is changing me. I know I am hurting her but I have to keep going."]

Claire
[Wakes up.] "I can't believe that he has done this to me. If he doesn't want me here then I will leave. [Walks to her room in a hurry. Slams suitcase on hardwood floor. Memories of Tracy, Shawn and Kat start playing in her head.  Starts crying. Falls to the floor. ] My dear Shawn how I miss you so much. I tried to watch over him just like you asked me to do. He doesn't want anything to do with me.[Suitcase is packed and the door is slammed as the leaves the condo.] We will find ourselves together again."

Apollo
[Waking up staring at Kay while she sleeps.The satin blue sheets are caressing her body showing off her home glass figure. He is envisioning their future together. He looks at her loosely brown curly hair flowing down her back. His mind is at ease. Touching her hair ever so gently trying not to disturb the unity of her curls.He whispers in her ear.] "Kay wake up. I have something to show you."

Kay
[Wakes up wondering what is going on. She is confused] "What is it. You are never usually up before me. What are you up to?"

Apollo
"We have been together for the last three months. I believe you know no other person has ever made me feel this way. I can't stop thinking about you. I can tell you anything I confide in you more than anybody else. I love you I hope I am not moving to fast. [Gets out of the bed and walks to Kay's side of the bed.Grabs the black box on his way over there. Opens the box with a wedding ring. The diamond was a Canary yellow diamond with a princess cut and white diamond accents.] Will you marry me?"