A World of Pain

The End of the World as we Know It

       I thought my life was great. I thought I had a perfect life. I had great grades, straight A's. I was on the wrestling team. I was the best, or I thought I was. I wasn't hated, but I wasn't liked. I was at a perfect medium. I was a jock, but not at the same time. I was a geek, but not at the same time. I am Devon, 16 years old, and this is my "The End of The World Diary".

       It all started here on this day, May 19th, 2029,

       It's my sister's birthday, and she's turning 14. Her name is Harley, and I'm scared for her. In the most non-sexual way ever she's got a great body, and I know the way guys are. I am one after all.  Harley thinks she's too old to have a birthday at home, so she's going out with a few friends.  I don't approve of her going with guys. Especially to a dark place with everyone making out and fucking each other. Pardon my French. Their going to see a movie, Fast and Furious 19. I'm going to invite over Chloe and we're going to go see it too. Just to watch them and make sure none of my fears are going to come true.

       We're at the movie theater, and I don't see them anywhere.

       "What movie are we going to see, babe," Chloe says looking up to me.

       "We are going to go see Fast and Furious 19. I heard it was really good from a few boys on the team," I reply to her, making up a quick lie. I turn around to look for Harley and her friends, but I can't see them anywhere. She lied to mom. Better yet she lied to me.

      By now I'm obviously pissed. So I'm fidgeting in my seat and I can't sit still for one goddamned second, "Baby, are you okay. You keep twitching and moving around. It's kinda bothering me and I can't focus on the movie," Chloe asks, turning her body in her chair to face me.

      "No, not really my mom asked me to come here tonight to spy on my sister. She turned 14 today and she wanted to have a few friends go to the movies, with no adults. So me being who I am I thought this was a good opportunity to bring you on a date here, but also watch Harley and the few friends she decided to bring," I replied kind of quickly. Chloe's face making an "o" toward the end of my explanation. I'm not a rude guy, so we stayed and watched the movie, Harley or no Harley.

      After the movie  we start to head out after throwing away our trash. I grab a refill on my soda and head toward my car. My beautiful, red, Mercedes-Benz. I saved so long for her, and now she's gone. I'm getting off track. We headed out toward my car and I start to drive her home. I really like her and we've been dating for 2 weeks. After lots of hand holding and hugs I want to kiss her. About 3 blocks away from her house, I pull into an alleyway.

      "What are you doing my house is down Cherry St. you know that," Chloe says looking genuinely confused.

      "We have been dating for two weeks and a few days, right," she nods her head while I continue on, "I really like you Chloe and I want to take things a step further."

     "We are not going to have sex in the back of your car. That's just uncomfortable. If we're going to have sex, it's going to be at my house, in my bed," she says rapidly spitting out words. I just look at her weirdly. I'm not like that. I don't want to have sex, I want to kiss her.

      "Baby, love muffin, sweet pea. I don't want to have sex yet. We have a good thing running right now and I want to keep it that way," I say leaning in to kiss her. She leans in as well and I get this feeling in my stomach. I have no idea how to describe it. I've never had it with any other girl. Our lips touch after what seems like a small infinity. And fireworks go off. LITTERAL FUCKING FIREWORKS!!! Blue and red light up the sky and the inside of my car. She runs her fingers through my hair and intensifies the kiss, deepening it almost. The kissing turns into making out. But I don't let it go any further.

    I pull away after a while to catch my breath. Then we continue. I realize when these feelings are. I love her. I want her to be my forever, my always, my okay. 

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That's the end of the first chapter hope you enjoyed it many more chapters to come! Let the game's begin!!!

                                                                                                                                      ~D&E