I'm so sorry I hurt you, I didn't mean to. I really thought you were the one for me, until stuff happened. I started feeling like I owned you and I didn't. I knew that you had to be your own person and I just didn't want me to block you out of that and like I said I'm sorry about that. I just want you to know that if after seventh grade or eighth grade we never see each other again that you were always so far be the best boyfriend I ever had and I just I was not thinking at the moment when I text you all the stuff I didn't like about you. And I didn't think that it was right where I thought that it was right at the time but now I don't think that it's correct because I didn't think about how you were feeling and I was being selfish and I'm sorry. It's really unfair of me to speak about your imperfections when I'm not talking about how your formed and how like why I like you and why I chose you to be my boyfriend. But I didn't think that I was hurting anybody's feelings by saying that but now I realize I am but you don't really seem hurt about it. I was kind of confusing for me because you will you're younger than me but you're of a Mail and I'm a female so I'm supposed to respect you because you're male and female but at the end of the day I'm older than you so you're supposed to respect me but I'm not saying that as a as in a bad way I'm saying that as in a good way because like you said people are supposed to like respect of people and I respected you I was specked it every person that I liked before and I didn't want them to feel hurt but now that I will eyes and pushing people away for me instead of bringing them closer it kind of made me upset and that's why didn't really want to talk about it but it's more than that but I just don't feel like speaking about it because I'm just afraid that when I talk I'll get like mixed up in my words and I don't want it to seem like I'm lying or anything because I'm really not I mean I wouldn't really cry about something that I lied about but I just wanted you to know that I'm really sorry and I hope that if you still don't like me then I hope we can be good friends like really good friends best friends but I just want you to support me like I wanted you to when we were dating but it's Kaina going to be different now because you're not there as in boyfriend figure but I'll be fine like you said I'll I'll manage by myself I'm fine it's not like him 24 by myself in California I know want to talk to you but it's fine I'll be fine.
-KK
