tsundre ;; im jaebum

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Eunhae's POV

"I'm back." I whispered to myself as I looked  outside the airplane's window. After 5 years of studying in Canada. I'm back. But for some reason, I don't feel accomplished. Something's missing.

Maybe that's why I came back to Korea? To look for that "something" or because my Mom forced to go back because she thinks I'm in Canada wasting money doing nothing. Nevertheless Im back.

After getting through usual boring airport stuff I entered a cafè inside the airport.

I frowned at the girls crowding in the center, what are they doing? They were squealing? There were also loud camera clicking noises.
Was it always like this? I shrugged it off and continued to scan the menu board.

When it was my turn to order, I heard those girls again. This time their voices were much louder than before. I looked back and saw them with their handphones waving like maniacs to a group of boys that were in line? I didnt bother to try to recognize whoever those boys were.

I handed my card to the girl and after swiping it she gave it back to me. I grabbed my drink and walked to leave the cafè. I'm too tired, I need to sleep. I'll go around Seoul tomorrow.

As I was walking away I heard a man shouting at the "fans" I think? Asking them to move back. It's really not my business I just need to go home and sleep. I was minding my own business until...

*BLAG!*

I found myself sitting on the cold airport floor, my drink has made a big mess on the white floor. My head hurts. I looked up to see who was the idiot that bumped into me. With my annoyed expression I looked up only to see a familiar face.

"Joesong haeyo! Joesong haeyo! Joesong-- Noona?"

Are you seriously kidding me? On my fucking first day I see him. Damn it, if he's here it means that devil is also in here. Fuck, why? "Noona? Is it really you Eunhae noona?" He said in disbelief and he hugged me tightly.

Shit.

He smiled at me and examined me from head to toe. "Wah! It's been too long noona. Where have you been? You look so different! What are you doing here noona?" He said excitedly.

"Uh.. I just came back. I think you need to go now." I told him. His manager was already calling him. Shit, I promised myself not to associate myself with them and their world ever again.

He looked back and gestured his manager to wait for him. "Came back from where noona? We didn't even know you left uh.. Jaebum-hyung told us that you left to go somewhere to study."

A name that I wished I would never hear ever again.

"I really need to go. I'm sorry. Uh, have a safe flight." I said and left quickly. There was a huge possibility that I'll see him. I really need to be careful, I might run into them again.

I was practically running towards the door of the airport. I need to leave. Call me a coward. I just can't face that man.

I got into a taxi and just told the taxi driver to leave quickly.

As we were a few miles away from Incheon airport I felt less suffocated.

Fucking hell. Why are you like this Moon Eunhae? I thought you fucking changed. You're still a coward. Shit shit shit.

Why am I like this? I told the taxi driver to drive me to Han river.

I need to be breathe. I'm overreacting,I know. But that idea that we almost met is the scariest thing in the world.

Why would you want to meet the man that crumbled your heart into pieces?

He stopped at Han river and helped me get my luggage. I payed then walked to a nearby bench that is facing the river. I looked at the clock its already 5:30PM. 

"What are you doing here Moon Eun Hae? Why are you like this?" I whispered to myself.

I bit my lip and slapped my face. I'm seriously gonna go crazy. The idea of facing him and his friends is my worst nightmare. And here I am thinking that I changed ever since I came to Canada.

The fucker shouldn't have anymore effect on me right? Why am so nervous about meeting him? Fuck.

Why do I feel guilty? There is no reason to be guilty. I left because of him. Because this place was too much. I couldn't stand to be here anymore. That was why I left. Right?

After a few hours I brushed everything off. And composed myself. Its was already pretty dark. There were couples everywhere.

I've changed. I shouldn't feel flustered. I realized that I'm not gonna waste 5 years of experience because of him. I didn't come back to Korea for him. I didn't come back to make him realize what he was missing.

I came back for me.

Never again Im Jaebum.

Never ever.

I know 1st chapter and its already like this. I don't want to make this too long but I hope you will like this story.

Byebye.