What's the use when I have you around with me when your heart is somewhere else? What's the use when I gave you everything I had all to you and you treated me like its meant to treat you like that? In the end what do I get? You cheating behind my back when I found out yet you still can act like it's not your fault? You talking behind my back when you told me not to have any friends cause all human beings will back stabbed us? It's you who back stabbed me isn't? What do I get when I love you so much and I get back all the shit you done to me? You don't want me to hangout with your friends for what reason? You know after we quarreled I thought back of how we started our first conversations together.. It was so sweet back then.. We could even be sweet now if all this shit didn't happen.. Or maybe I shouldn't go and dig everything about you and her or your past.. I should have just shut the fuck up.. But what's the use? I'm still very very in love with you.. Sigh.. You talking bad things about me comparing me to other girls and yet I'm still right here with you.. Am I still not good enough for you or your not feeling satisfied enough? I really don't know what your thinking.. Sigh..
