Ruki was reading a book in his room. Azusa was cutting himself in his wrist, and was also in his own room. He cut himself accidentally to deep. Blood flowed like a waterfall on the floor, the sent spreading trough the mansion. Ruki's eyes got wide when he smelled it, and dropped his book. Azusa, he thought. Stood up, ruched over to Azusa's room. 'Azusa!' Ruki 'shouted' 'Ruki.....what are....you doing....here?' 'I smelled your blood, and ruched over here to see if you're alright,' Ruki explained,and walked towards him. Azusa looked at Ruki, while trying to back away, getting blood on his bed when he does so. 'Hey, it's okay,' Ruki said and grabbed Azusa's wrist gently, looking at it.' Ouch, that looks painful,' Ruki said and looked concerned at the cut.
'But I...like...pain,' Azusa said. 'I know, but if you losses to much of your blood, you'll die. You know that, right?' Ruki asked. 'But I...' he didn't finish his sentence,and looked down at the side instead. 'I'll get you some bandage, Ruki said. 'Ok... Thank you... Ruki... ' 'No problem, Azusa,' Ruki said, smiles at him, and then leaves the room. Hmm, I don't want him to worry about me... But I can't stop this either, Azusa thought, and picked up his knife again, and cut his other arm, but not as deep as his other one.
When Ruki came back with bandage, he saw Azusa cutting himself again. 'Be careful,okay?' he said, and walked towards him. 'Here, give me your wrist.' Azusa hesitantly give Ruki his wrist, and Ruki bandaged it carefully. Azusa looked at Ruki's facial expression, to see an emotion he couldn't understand. It looked like sadness, madness, cold, and... Something he couldn't put his finger on. All that was mixed together. 'Umm... Ruki... what are...you thinking...about?' azusa asked.
'Well, I still don't get what you like so much about pain. Doesn't it hurt or anything?' 'I... like...pain...because... it makes... me...feel...alive,' Azusa explained. Ruki looked concerned at Azusa. 'R-Ruki? A-are you...Ok? Azusa asked with concern in his voice and all over his facial expression. Ruki smiled weakly at him and said, 'I'm fine. I'm more worried about you, Azusa.' 'Why?...R-Ruki I-I'm fine... Why are you... worried about me?' 'Because.............Never mind, you probably won't understand it......' Ruki said, and stood up straight on his feet again. 'Be careful when you cut, okay?'Ruki said and leaved the room. 'Ok Ruki...' Azusa said, before the elder left the room. What was all that about, why is he worried about me, what wouldn't I understand,why do I suddenly feel lonely when he leaved my room, what is all this? Asked Azusa himself.
Ruki was back in his room, leaning against the door. He sighed while going trough his hair with his hand. I also can let you feel alive, Azusa, he thought. Tears started welling up in his eyes all of a sudden. why couldn't I just tell him that!? he thought, and slid against the door to the floor. 'Hmm I think I need a walk...' Azusa started to walk down the hallways and passed Ruki's door. He heard someone cry silently, so he stopped and knocked on the door.
*hey guys! So,I started a Roleplay with Ruka_Mukami today, and I found it really good, so I thought; why not making it a story in my yaoi roleplay book? I hope you don't mind Ruka_Mukami....... This is not all of our roleplay,but I wanted to keep it exited ^^.
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FanfictionI really don't know why I'm making this. I was just bored and thought: He why not making a yaoi one-shot book? Anyways, I hope you guys will like it^_^.
