That Text ~Niall Horan Fanfiction~

Love struck

Harry's pov

When Niall first walked through the door with the most beautiful girl in the world, I knew there was something different. Something different about her and the way she makes me feel. I mean just looking at her makes me warm on the inside. Oh god what am I saying?? I sound like a love struck girl. I didn't know how to help it, it was just when I first saw her I got butterfly's. I looked at her body laying on that bed and I felt a tear run down my cheek, not because it was her laying on that bed but because I saw my sister Gemma laying on that bed when I looked at her right now.

FLASHBACK

"harry come here for a minute we got to talk." I heard Gemma scream out to me from the kitchen. Gemma was my guardian because both of our parents had died in a car crash when I was 10 and Gemma was 15. Gemma and me bounced from foster home to foster home, till she turned 18 and took me in with her not wanting me to suffer in those terrible houses. I through my controller on my bed after pausing my game, and ran down the stairs to the kitchen to see Gemma standing there. she was wearing a black dress that went mid thigh, with some black heels, she more makeup then usual on and her hair was done. I gave her a confused look, and then finally questioned her "why are you all dressed up? you going somewhere?" I asked her hoping she was going to say no, but I knew that answer was out of the picture. She was probably going to dinner or the club wit that rotten boyfriend of hers Layn. I hated him, he was such a jerk, I don't get how she "loved" him. "im going out to dinner with layn, there is some left over pizza in the fridge from last night, so just throw that in the oven when you get hungry, ohkay?" she said slowly as if trying not to hurt me or I was going to break if she talked to loud. she knew I hated layn she just never knew why, and I could never tell her. layn had told me if I had ever told her what he does on "our" special days, where my sister leaves us at home to "bond". "yeah, whatever" I muttered not knowing if she had heard what I said. we stood in the kitchen in pure silence for a good 5 minutes till be heard a honk out side. we both knew right away who it was, its was the dick head my older sister called her boyfriend. "listen, I got to go don't invite anyone over, don't catch the house on fire..." she started to say but I cut her off "yeah yeah don't unlock the doors, don't leave blah, blah, blah"i finished fir her rolling my eyes at the same time. "ohkay well bye, i love you harry" she said with a sad smile. "I love you to Gemma" I said giving her a half smile not wanting her to leave. she walked out of the kitchen, I heard her heals clacking on the tile floors in the hall way that leads to the door. I heard the door open and shut, and I walked towards it opening it a little watching as my only family got into the car with her dick of a boyfriend and drive off. I slowly closed the door and locked it, going and plopping down onto the couch. I turned on the TV flipping through the channels until I found the movie batman on probably only watching half until I drifted off to the sound of batman.

2 hours later

i jolted up out of my slumber hearing the phone ring. looking at the clock seeing it was 12:30 at night. I rolled my eyes thinking who the hell would be calling this late at night. I walked towards our phone and picked it up looking at the caller I.d confused seeing the hospitals caller I.d. I quickly clicked the answer button "hello?" I said fast but as a question wondering why they walled hoping nothing had happened to Gemma., but like usual my luck was just not there. "Mr. styles?" they asked me as a question "yes that is me.." I said slowly "we are sorry to inform you that your guardian/sister Gemma styles has been in a terrible car crash and is currently in the hospital." they said not giving me and details making me want to scream but I should have known they wouldn't. I will be there" I said quickly hitting the end button on the phone. I ran into the garage of course since I was to young I didn't have a car, and my sister had her keys with her, great. i grabbed my skate board since I didn't own a bike, and ran out of the garage and into the house grabbing a sweatshirt and throwing it on, and running out of the house. I threw my skate board down and jumped on it quickly pushing off, and heading towards the hospital. i didn't know what to think, how to feel, or what I could do. I was almost at the hospital, getting tired. it was all worth it though, my sister is in the hospital. I got to the door and jumped off my board and picked it up running into the hospital entrance. "Where is she?!?!" I screamed panicking not knowing where to go. everybody was looking at me, and the receptionist finally spoke up "come here son" she spoke quietly like my sister had earlier as I was goanna break if she talked any louder. at this point I was crying almost to the point where I couldn't stand. "who are you looking for hunny" she spoke softly giving me a pity look, which made me stop crying and I got mad. "Gemma styles" I said full of hatred towards her. I hated it when people give pitty on me, I don't deserve it. she looked at me in shock at my sudden mood swing, probably thinking im bi-polar which I am so that doesn't help this situation at all. "she's in room 354 hunny, she's stable but isn't awake yet." she said softly not even looking at me this time. I ran in the direction to the elevator, pretty much memorizing this hospital cause I have been here so many times. not explaining that right now. I quickly clicked the button that would go up to the 2nd floor. it felt like forever until the elevator finally opened again, and I ran down the hall to room 354. i looked through the window to see my sister laying on her bed peacefully not moving. I slowly walked into her room, when i felt a tear drip down my cheek. i walked over to her bed grabbing a seat and pulling it next to her grabbing her hand. "its going to be ohkay Gemma, its going to be ohkay. we are going to make it through this. together. we are going to make it through this. After you wake up and get out of here we are going to go back to our house, and then we are going to hangout all the time. im going to watch you better, take better care of my self, not having to have you do everything for me. I will do my chores, watch movies with you when you want to. i will have a dance party with you if you want to. just.. ju.." I started to stutter at this little part of my speech feeling tears rolling down my face as if the damn that was holding every single tear back just broke. "just ple.. plea... please don't leave me. please don't leave me like mom and dad left us. left us to go through all those homes making bad memory's for us. just please don't leave me, don't leave me." I spoke quietly now. I crawled up onto her bed and wrapped her arm around my body, and snuggled into her side. i softly cried my self to sleep that night.

5 hours later

i woke up to yelling and my self being lifted open. i opened my eyes to see a nurse sitting me down on a seat in the room standing infront of me speaking soothing words to me. i was confused theyre doctors running all over the room, and i was just trying to figure out what was going on. Then it hit me like a train.. the soft beeping noise that i had fallin asleep to, isn't there. i realized what was going on. I started to ball my eyes out, an the nurse who was soothing me picked me up and brough me out of the room and into another room and put me on the bed. She was trying to get me to calm down, but it wasn't working. I didn't want to go back to those houses. I didn't want my sister to leave me, I didn't want her to go to haven. I wanted her here on earth with me, not to leave me. If she left she would be breaking her promise she made to me . She had promises not to leave me like mom and dad did. I made her pinky swear, you can't just break a pinky swear. I had totally spaced out at this point, not hearing the nurse, or any other noise in the room. All I heard were those little voices talking to me. The little voices in the my head saying its gonna be okhay, then the other one telling me I'm gonna be left all alone, not have any one. I had stopped crying at this point and was staring right at the nurses face. I noticed she was a little old, little wrinkles by her eyes, forehead. she had light gray eyes, and grayish white hair. She had this innocent look to her and eyes full of sympathy. I didn't know what to say at the moment. So I just looked at her, well she looked back at me. She was talking to me but I couldn't hear the words coming out of her mouth. Finally I could hear the words coming out of her mouth. "Stop" I said quietly, but she had kept talking to me. "Stop" I said a little louder but she kept talking. "STOP" I yelled at her, and she had finally stopped talking hearing my request. She looked at me with pure shock on her face, probably from my outburst. I just stood up and she backed away looking scared and I walked right out of the room grabbing my skateboard, and running towards the entrance, not wanting to be here any more. I didn't care anymore. I didn't care if Gemma died, I did care if I was alone the rest of my life. I knew there was nothing I could do any more about anything. I got to the entrance and stopped, turned around and walked towards the lady at the front desk. "Please tell Gemma styles the I love her and always will, but I can't wait for her to wake up or make it. I gotta leave. Just please tell her that for me." I felt like I was gonna start crying again, but I held back the tears. I felt like such a jerk saying those words, but I couldn't loose any one else. Not... Just not again. She looked at me with confusion and nodded her head slightly. "Just if Gemma styles makes it through tell her what I just said thank you." With that I walked out of the hospital, not turning around or looking back. I out my board down and got on it and rode off. I didn't go back to my house. I didn't go back for food, clothes, money or anything. I just left. I left everything I had known my whole life behind, not wanting any reminders of anything.

Flashback over

At this point, I had tears flowing down my face. Thinking back to that day. Thinking back to what I had done.. Just to think that Gemma might still be here today if it weren't for me. I could have stayed and gave her confidence to make it through . I could have done something. I was not gonna let that happen again. I looked at Christys face, taking in all of her features, her brown hair, perfect tan skin, plump pink lips, little cute button nose. I closed my eyes picturing her looking at me smiling, her eyes squinted, and just looking at me smiling havering a good time. Looking perfect and just being the definition of perfection.