Running for freedom

Day Four- Thursday 19th October 2016.

Dear diary,

I'm going to see Jackson after school, we have been dating for 7 months now and its going really well. I was texting Mel last night (well I was trying to) and she was ignoring me. I hope she isn't moving away from me.

Later in the Day,

I just came back from another run and it was excellent to be outdoors with nobody to interact with or talk too. Me and Jackson had a really good time as well, I tried telling him everything that has been going on recently so that I could hear his views on it but all he wanted to talk about was our future together. That was nice to talk about as well to get my mind off things so I didn't mind him completely ignoring my opportunity to tell him my thoughts and feelings. I pulled Mel aside in physics today to talk to her about all the happenings in our lives but mainly why she was so rudely choosing to ignore me. She acted so differently around me like suddenly something had happened overnight and miraculously she was better than me. I guess you could say that she thought she was more 'popular'. She told me that she just felt really sorry for Elizabeth. With a facetious flick of her hair she was walking back to her new desk sitting next to Elizabeth leaving me sitting alone. Have I really lost one of the only people that I can relate and talk to?