The Diary of an Amnesiac Hybrid.

Why can't I Remember?!

I wake up again. Same place. With the green grass brushing my skin beside me as i lay down. 'Wait- grass! That's what the green stuff is!! Why couldn't i remember that before?' i think, chuckling to myself at my stupidity. 

 I seem to be in a vast expanse of green grass that was deserted as far as the eye could tell. 'But how did i get here?' I try to think back to what I was doing last time i was here.

I think out loud, "So, I woke up here. My throat hurt and so did everywhere else. And.... I'm missing something..what was it? My..my..my fingers? MY FINGERS!" Suddenly i remember what happened last time i tried to sit up here. My hands were in ribbons! 

Reluctantly, i slowly look down at my hands. Scared to see what they are like. But, wait what?! My hands were defiantly wrecked, with bones sticking out and all! It was horrible! But now....now they were fine! The skin was no longer red and burning or scratched and all bones were where they were meant to be. 

I let my eyes wonder towards my fingers, and gasped out loud. They too had miraculously healed! Everything was where it was meant to be and now gross black bones to be seen! Even all the dried blood has disappeared, as if it had just poofed....

"Thank you Ryuzaburo!" I laugh to myself again. But wait, who's this Ryuzaburo? His name just popped into my head without me thinking. Where'd that come from? And on that note; Where am I exactly and how did i get here? And where is everyone? 

Suddenly, all these questions began popping into my head and i had no answers! I racked my brain but couldn't find even a hint on what i am even supposed to be doing. I reach up a and and scratch my furry ear on top of my head. "Hmm, I get the sense i should be panicking. Why don't i remember anything bout me?" I gasp again, but this time for a horrible reason. "Oh geri! What in the name of Tearo is my name?! Now i am panicking. "Where the Tearo am i?! and where the Tearo is everyone else?!"

 {AUTHORS NOTE: Words such as 'iwoi' or 'geri' should be thought as curse words. This character is set in an AU, and uses different phrases and words. 'Tearo should also be thought of as 'Hell' or any very dark and horrible place you can think of} 

I begin to shake as i realise just how much i remember and know. Or how little i remember and know. "Iwoi." I curse under my breath. "But anyway- what 'Geri' mean? And where or what is Tearo?! How can i know these words but not what they mean?!" I stand up and start walking around the land that I'm on. 

Far ahead, i see tall, tall.....things...'Hey, maybe there might be some people there that could help me!'  I think to myself as i start off at a run toward the large group of tall things....I stop, realising yet again at how i honestly don't know what I'm doing or where I'm at. 'Wow. However i describe them, they sound horrible.' I cross my newly healed fingers, flick my red tail, and begin running towards them again saying: "But there also my only hope."