Rear View (COMPLETED)

1 month later

>>1 month later>>
They finally gave me the permission to visit him. I was so happy that I was going to see him but also sacred cuz now I have a bump and he will see I'm pregnant.
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I walked inside the visiting room and sat down to wait for Zayn.
They brought him and removed the handcuff. "Hey princess"
He said and hugged me tightly.
"I've missed you so much Z"
I sobbed and played with his hairs.
"Me too baby,"
He whispered
"Seat Down now"
The guard said.
Zayn let go of me and sat on the chair. I sat in front of him and held his hand in the middle of the table
"I wanted to come sooner but they wouldn't let me"
"I know, they found out about the drugs..."
"What?"
"They were gonna let me go after two weeks but then Ethan came and told them everything"
"How long?"
"What?"
"For how long you have to be here?"
"11 more months"
"Wh-oh my god"
I put my hands on my face while I cried.
He sighed
"Babe please, you're not here to cry"
I wiped my tears
"Remember I was gonna tell you something?"
"Yes"
I stood up and lift my shirt up a little so he could see the bump,
His eyes widened
"L-Lotte"
I sat back down.
"You-oh my god you're pregnant?"
I nodded and tried to smile
"He or she is gonna be 4 months old when you get out"
I wiped my tears again
"Wait for how long have you been pregnant?"
"3 months now"
"Oh"
He looked down
"You thought it's Ethan's?"
"N-Charlotte no I didn't mean that"
He held my hand again
"I'm-I'm just not sure if we are ready"
He said and I nodded
"Look at me Charlotte"
He said and I looked up
"I'm sorry Zayn I just-I just thought there is a chance that you would be happy hearing the news"
"I would be happy if I wasn't stuck in here Lotte"
"What are you saying? You want me to kill it?"
I pulled my hand out of his, he sighed "Princess, how are you going to take care of you and the baby? I'm not even gonna be there when you crave something or when you give birth"
His voice was shaking
"I can do it myself. I can take care"
"No Charlotte you can't! Where are you gonna get money from??"
He's right. I can't. I have no money.
"My parents"
"They are not gonna be supportive, we both know that"
"At least tell me you love me enough to let me keep it"
"Babe"
He held my hand and kissed it
"I would love for us to have a baby together but maybe later on when everything's alright. When I can actually be there for you and the little one"
"So you want me to do abortion?"
He just looked down
"Fine, I will get rid it of but when I do I won't come to visit you anymore"
He looked up with his eyes widened
"What?? Why??"
"You need some time alone Z. You've been through a lot and you've done stuff that you need to think about"
"I-I know Lotte but-no please Charlotte I love you I can't imagine not seeing you. I need to talk to you at least once a month-please don't do this to me"
His voice was shaking, tears running down his cheeks.
"We both need some time to ourselves Z"
"I'll change. I promise Lotte I'll change, I won't be the trouble maker ass-hole anymore."
"Baby please don't make this harder"
"Times up"
The police walked in the room, I got up
"Please princess, tell me you'll visit me again"
"Zayn..."
"Please baby girl"
"Okay"