Tony Perry Fanfic

Tony Perry Fanfic Part 2

"You okay Ky?" My sister Lily asked holding her son's hands away from his sister.

My phone began ringing in my pocket so I held up my finger and pulled it out of jeans, "Hey baby!"

"Hey Princess," Tony said, his voice tired, "What's up?"

"I'm on my way to the mall with Lily, Jai, Zara, Sammy and Hunter." I said winking at the little boy.

"Good," Tony said, sighing.

"You okay?" I asked quietly, leaning my head on the window.

"Yeah I just miss you," he said, his voice saddening a little.

"I know baby," I said sighing, "I can't wait to see you so I can-"

"Children Ky!" Lily said, slapping my leg.

I shot her a glare, "Sorry. We can have phone sex later Tone."

"Okay babe," Tony chuckled, "Have you been doing good?"

"Yeah," I said, forcing my voice to sound happier, "I just want you to be home. Our new house too big for me to be alone."

"I'll be home soon Princess," he said, yawning.

"I should go but I'll call you later," I told him.

"Okay baby," Tong said making a loud kissy noise, "I love you."

"I love you too," I said smiling and kissing the phone, "Bye Tone."

"Bye." He said his voice dropping a little.

I hung up and sighed, throwing my head back on the seat and covering my face with my hands.

"You okay Ky?" Hunter asked in his sweet little voice.

I nodded and kept my face covered as tears streamed down my face.

"Why's she crying mommy?" He asked.

"Uncle Turtle is away and she misses him," Lily said, her voice cracking a little.

*One Month Later*

I blared the music loudly as I hopped in the shower, letting the warm water run down on my body. I washed my hair and as I rinsed it Adam's Song by blink 182 came on.

Instantly feeling my good mood drop I started conditioning my hair and waited for the song to end. I picked up my razor to shave but I knocked down a small box that I forgot had been hidden behind it. Reaching over to pick it up I opened it and looked inside. My old blades sat in the small box, tempting me to take one out.

I took a deep breath and gave into the temptation. Setting everything else down I held the blade to my skin. Taking another deep breath as tears streamed down my face I dragged the blade across my hip, leaving a long deep mark. Blood ran down my leg and disappeared down the drain. The sight and feeling of it all instantly relaxed me. The pain went further and further away as I made more and more cuts. Moving onto the other side I continued until I began to feel light headed.

I dropped the red blade to the ground and slid down the wall, letting the water cover me. I closed my eyes and tucked my legs close to my body, tucking myself in a ball.

I don't know how much time had passed but the water grew cold so I began shaving quickly before stepping out and drying off. Some of the newer cuts soaked the towel with blood as I wiped it off my legs. Pressing the towel against my hips I waited for the blood to stop.

When it did I pulled the towel away and threw it in the hamper before taking another towel to dry my hair. Slowly I moved out of the bath room and up the stairs to my room, collapsing on my bed.