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How old are you ? Do you have a boyfriend ? Are you talking to someone ? Do boys take you seriously ? Because they damn sure don't take me seriously ... And I hate it. I don't fucking understand, they tell me I'm everything they want in a female and just drop me like it never happened. Like we were never something .But one thing I can say, they always come back 😏. But I'm tired of being hurt and starting over . I just want that one perfect someone, I've been praying and wishing, boy oh boy.

But anyway, I'm YN, people call me Jayda too it's my second first name, or Jay. I'm 22 years old, my 23rd birthday is coming up and I have like 3 friends and no boyfriend. I've always been so close to official relationships, they just never find themselve to asking me out. I think it's the New York niggas mentality and I'm too much to handle . I try not to focus on the boys honestly, I'm definitely focusing on the bag and gettin my money. My hair line is starting to pop off, my checks are getting bigger and better. I of course will forever chase chicken, I have to keep mouths fed and heads to keep a roof over. For as long as I could remember I been the woman of the house, my dad and her separated because she was a drug addict. And always followed with, "but a very pretty n sweet lady". She had me, then my brother, a while after

My dad, he passed away a little while ago, leaving me to watch over my younger brother Hakeem. He's 17 years old, turning 18 soon, sadly on the same day I turn 23. He's so annoying, I wouldn't ask for it any other way, he's the best thing that's ever happened to me. And all I have left ..

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