Here they come again. The thoughts. The thoughts you have when you have nothing else to think about. When your fiance is downstairs yelling into the phone, breaking things. You think about how things could be different. You think about how people would be affected if you were...gone. All of these thoughts running through your mind. You decided to turn the T.V on to drown out the sound of him downstairs and to try and relax.
You laid there in your bed, about to fall asleep when the door burst open. It was your fiance, Mark. He grabbed your wrist and pulled you out of bed, causing you to fall to the floor. You rub your eyes and look up at him.
"(Y/N), WHERE THE FXXK IS THE MONEY!" He knelt down to you and screamed in your face.
"I-I spent it on food. I'm sorry." You whimpered with a weak voice.
"I NEEDED IT FOR IMPORTANT THINGS (Y/N)!!"
You thought that enough was enough. You couldn't take it anymore. The slaps to the face, the hair he pulled, the bruises he left. You stood up and got really close to his face. "IMPORTANT THINGS LIKE ALCOHOL? I'VE BEEN TRYING TO KEEP US TOGETHER AND HAPPY AND ALL YOU DO IS TEAR ME DOWN! I HATE YOU! I WISH I WOULD'VE NEVER MET SUCH AN ASSHOLE LIKE YOU!" You've wanted to say that to him for a very long time and it felt good to get it out. You looked down at your left hand and saw the ring. You took it off and threw it in his face.
"Take your god damn ring. It doesn't mean anything anyways." You felt strong, but also terrified. You tried your best to hold back the tears.
"YOU BITCH!" He yelled and slapped you across the face, leaving a huge mark. "YOU THINK THIS IS OK? I'M IN CHARGE OF YOU! YOU DON'T GET TO DO THIS!" At this point you were up against the wall, his face so close to yours, you could smell the over welming sent of alcohol.
"You know what? FUCK YOU MARK!" You kicked him in between the legs, leaving him lying on the ground in utter pain. You grabbed your phone, wallet, and keys and stormed out of the house in tears. You got into the car and started to drive. You looked back, seeing him flip you off through the window. You just laughed to yourself, wiping your eyes. You sighed. Where am I gonna go? What I'm I gonna do? Ugh, you dumbass. You should've thought this through, you thought to yourself. "(F/N)'s house!" You said out loud. You looked at the long road ahead.
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Hey! Ik this sucks, but I'm not really a writer. I tried tho! The second chapter will be out soon. Luv ya😙
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When Stars Collide (Jimin X Reader)
FanfictionYou've been trough a lot in your life. Your dad abandoning you, being bullied for being poor, getting into an abusive relationship, your mother passing away from cancer. You don't think that your life will ever get better, that everything is going t...
