My*Play boy*

*Heart Break*

"I hate him,he is a bastard,a slut,a heart breaker,a snitch,a feelings hurter" those were the words that came out from my mouth out of frustration dismantling everything around me.....as I was reminded of the last words that came out of his mouth "IT'S OVER BETWEEN US......"

"For the third time now am being used,is this what I get for loving someone? why is life so unfair,I feel like ending it all right now.."I said to myself as tears rolled down my cheeks....

And then I looked at myself in the mirror "No,no u are stronger than this,I have to pull myself together"I said as more tears streamed down my cheeks...."I have to be strong,all those memories can't hurt me,after all they were all fake it wasn't a real love story,life as treated me unfairly,for the third time am being used and dumped, but not anymore,it can't happen again I have to put back the pieces of my life and start all over,my life is in a complete mess right now and I need to rearrange it,I NEED TO MOVE ON...."I said to myself as I cleaned my tears and to my bed.....

Looking at my phone smashed into pieces on the floor and remembering the good old days and then my eyes slowly closing and then.....zzzzzz😴😴off to my imaginary world....

You might be wondering....what is going on,who is the speaker,what must have gone wrong who hurt her feelings.....

Well Hi...I am Allison Walters,a 16yr old 12th grader who love and life has unfairly treated.....All my life as far as I can remember as been a life of fairytale,fiction and let me say imagination,none of my love story has ever been real even though I thought it was....let me rephrase you to what happened to me,how it happened and how I must have reacted to it....

Have we ever fallen so much for someone that you only see yourself through him and only him and everyday you see that person you start falling all over again,like you are so obsessed with him you never want to loose that person.... Yh that was the kind of love I had for Jayden,Brian and Eric.... who technically could have rejected me from the on set instead of using and dumping me....oh what a life....

Jayden was my first crush,first love,my first boyfriend,he had my first kiss,my first everything.A guy whom I loved so much I gave all my heart to him he was like my best friend,my other half,my human diary.....

I started having feelings for Jayden when I entered high school,we had great times together I thought our love story was not gonna end was gonna last and even thinking about *breaking up*I never thought it would end the way it did....All my love fantasy (I would say) with Jayden continued not until I found a text in his phone...
The text really shattered me I was broken into pieces and at a young age not really knowing much about dating didn't have anyone except from my two *Besties* with me I wasn't all that popular girl but I was very at gymasatics which made me a little bit popular that was what I was known for......

I won't really say I'm pretty but I would say I was average pretty not all that pretty I wasn't like most of the hot girls in the school like The Bandits,The Plastics....

They were the hot *Gals* of Brooklyn High very rich,popular,respected and hot though these to groups were rivals they were always competing against each other like for *home coming queen*prom queen*hottest babe*and lot of them I didn't really played any attention to all this random fight of theirs my life was just all about Gymnastics.....
Now back to were I was.......