Stars' Story

chapter 1

  I can't believe it i can finally leave this hell whole of a school! I know my sister loves it here but i can't stand it anymore honestly. I've been getting bullied since the beginning of this year and I thought the first year of high school wasn't supposed to be this bad. I guess i must have been very wrong. At this point in time i wish i was invisible. Maybe then i would be left alone for once.

  I've been hit, thrown, pushed, and have had lunches and breakfast thrown at me. I've been called every name you could think of. Some times i just don't think i can be as strong as other people want me to be anymore. I admit i have self harmed, but only when i have felt physically and emotionally numb. It made me feel better a little until all the names and pain came flooding back like terrible nightmares. I wish i could be like everyone else in this world , but society makes that impossible.

  I was walking home from school as my sister Avaree drove by me in her red sports car. I called to her to get her attention for a ride home. She slowed down and rolled her window down so i could walk up to her. I got to the window "hey can i get a ride home today? my feet are killing me." i turned around for a quick second because i thought someone was following me. I think i may be a little paranoid. Then Avaree spoke up and my attention was back to her, " No you should walk you need the exercise.".With that being said she sped off leaving me in the dust.

I don't think she understands that she hurts me when she says stuff like that "you need the exercise" i know i do not have the most perfect figure ,but she does not need to point it out all the time. One day i just want to feel good about myself for once.

I finally got to my house with no thanks to Avaree. I walked up to my room and laid on my bed just staring up at the ceiling. I could hear my parents arguing so i decided to blast some music to tune them out. It wasn't working so i turned it all the way up.

I could still hear them arguing as i walked into my private bathroom and washed my face. When i was done i walked back downstairs to stop the arguing , but i never really do i just end up making it worse most of the time and they tell me to go away.

  They are so loud i swear! "you guys are going to get the police called on us again i hope you know that". They turn to me and realize i was right. They finally stopped arguing well at least for now. They will find something stupid to yell about later.

  Avaree comes out of her room with boxes in her hands. I rush up the stairs to help her before she dropped them both. She is a really clumsy girl , but i sorta envy her. She has beautiful brown wavy hair that flows to touch her mid back and beautiful hazel eyes.

  She honestly has the most perfect body she's skinny, but has fat in the right places. Every guy at school drools over her. I on the other hand have light brown hair and blue eyes. I'm not as pretty as her to be completely honest. I don't even think I'm pretty at all. If I had a dollar for every time I've been called pretty i would have exactly one dollar. Thanks Mom.