Stars' Story

chapter 3

~~~~~~5 days later~~~~~~

      It's worse Mom isn't even talking anymore and Dad had been staying home to care for Mom. Me and Marco have been in constant contact everyday all day until 4 in the morning.

    I'm so happy it's summer because i can stay up late. My thoughts were interrupted as I heard loud knocks on the door. I ran downstairs and opened the door to find Avaree and a police officer at the door. I yell for my Mom and Dad only to realize they went out to look for her again.

     I looked to the officer "thank you for bringing her home you can go now i can take it from here". He walked away and made his way to the car. I looked at Avaree "what were you thinking! Mom won't eat or talk anymore! All she worries about everyday is finding you! Are you seriously going to be that stupid Avaree?".

      "you know what I'm sorry i don't make perfect decisions but you aren't perfect either!". I finally got my words to come out "I know I'm not perfect!" i scream across the house to my sister. "Not everyone can be like you little miss perfect!"."well at least I'm not an anorexic emo whore!" she yelled at me. I flinched at the words... I can't believe my own sister would say that to me..

      I looked at her with blurry vision as the tears were about to flow out of my eyes.. Those couple words could hurt so much.. She's never said that to me before.. She turned and realized how hurt i was "Star I'm sorry i didn't mean it i swear!". It was to late i was already up the stairs locked in my room crying..

    I looked up at my bedside table and stared at the blade that had been sitting there. It was so hard for me not to grab it. I couldn't take it anymore my family hates me and now my sister is turning on me.. I grabbed the blade and took off my jeans i had been wearing. I stared at all the scars that i had inflicted on myself..

     I grabbed a rag and wet it with cold water and sat on the ground next to my bed. I grabbed the blade and stuck it into my skin leaving a long straight line. This cut was deep and oozing blood.

   It took my mind off of this for a few minutes then i was upset again as i took the blade to my skin four more times and watched myself bleed out for a while. I applied pressure with the wet rag the cold soothed the cuts and I got tired as i laid in my bed and drifted to sleep.

      I awoke to Avaree sobbing into her hands. I looked and realized my leg was still bleeding and i felt dizzy. I got up to put my pants on and fell to the ground and fainted..