Realized // HIATUS

Fourteen

Lee Hyeri's Point of View:

I went home, and checked my phone.
( q.a/n: dat kinda rhymes lmao. [ 'q.a/n' means quick a/n mk.] )

"19 missed calls, 36 unread messages "

My eyes widened as soon as I saw this. I tried to call him without making it obvious that I cried and still am crying. He answered right before he second ring. He must really have waited.

" Are you okay?! Why haven't you answered me?! Did something happen?! " He said. " Calm down, I'm fi- "

" Are you crying? " He asked. How the hell. " No, what are you talking about? " I said.

" I don't know, I just felt it. Meet me at the park nearby later at 10 pm? " He said, " Sure. " I simply replied. We both said our goodbyes and I hung up first.

I lied down on my bed. I put my phone on the table right beside me. I hugged my pillow and just started crying and crying.

- Time skipeuu [  9:15 pm ] -

I stood up and went to the bathroom. I washed my face and saw how red my eyes were. I went out and went to mom and dad's room. I sat on their bed and just looked around.

I remember when dad would always try his best to do my hair for school when mom would be at work. I laughed at the thought. All these memories with them just came into my mind. I miss them so much.

Flashback [ q.a/n: ahue ]

"  Come out, come out wherever you are! "  I heard appa from the room. I was hiding behind the curtains in the living room. Hopefully he won't find me.

" You can run, but you can't hide! "  Then I saw a shadow. He was slowly lifting the curtain up, revealing myself. " I found you! "  He said and lifted me up, twirling me around and started tickling me. I couldn't stop laughing.

" A-appa, st-hahhah-stophahhaha "  I said with a big smile on my face.

End of Flashback.

I smiled from the memory. I stood up and went to their table. I went to the drawers and saw all of the cards I gave them when I was little. I picked all of them up. I just realized how many these were. I read them one by one and some of them were read as:

" Eomma! Appa wouldn't stop tickoling me! Skold him please :( "

" Appa! Happy Birday!! "

" Happy Anniversory! "

"  Appa! Eomma!  LOOK! I drew a rainbuw! "

I couldn't help but chuckle at how bad my spellings were when I was little. To think that they kept all of these just made me tear up again. I put then back in the drawer. I went out and turned off the lights. Before I closed the door, I stared in the room for a couple of seconds, smiled and then I closed the door.

I checked the time and it was 9:45 pm. I almost forgot about meeting Mark. I went in my room, changed into my sweatpants and an oversized shirt and wore a long coat with it.

I went out, not forgetting my keys. I walked to the park. When I arrived, I realized that I was still early. It was still 9:55 pm. I walked around when I saw the playground. I remember playing here with eomma and appa when I was still a little girl.

Tears started forming again. This day is literally full of tears. After just staring and remembering those times. I felt arms wrap around my waist from behind. I got scared because maybe it was a rapist or what but I heard his voice and relaxed a little. " Why are you so early? " I quickly wiped my tears and faced him.

" Why are you crying? " He said with a worried face. He then started wiping my tears as well.

We sat down on the bench and I told him everything. After telling him what happened, he pulled me into a tight yet comforting hug. I couldn't help but cry. He was stroking my hair gently. " It's okay, just keep crying. I'm here. " He kissed my head and kept on telling me comforting things.

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ahuee tenkyu for reading this. i may not ud this upcoming week bc we hav smth in school dat i rlly need to study hard wid. /cries han liiveeerr [ insert youngjae's engrish ]. and odjkdnsknfje got7 comeback soon jdjakfnjr. anddd btw, new cover doe. /winkwink. ty to kookaeyeol lmao. late lang. :3.

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