All the small things about Alex (Jalex)

Just another day in hell.

I woke up with a screaming alarm clock, along with a screaming mum. My mom hated that I set my alarm so early considering the fact that I was a guy. But I had a lot to do, straighten my hair, make my lunch, eat breakfast, and talk to my biological dad just before he went to bed.

My real dad wasn't a morning person, so he got a job as a security guard for the mall at night. He never complained about having to stay up all night, just the pay. Yeah it wasn't much, but he was due for a raise here soon. I haven't seen him in a couple years, due to the fact that he lives in another state. I know he doesn't really have the money to get me for a couple of days, or even ask me to move in... but he's starting to save up for something like that.

I dialed my dads familiar phone number and exchanged a few words with him, telling him about how schools going, and tried to ignore the saddening event that I had dealt with last night. He's the one who brought it up.... "So how's josh?" my voice was shaky, and broke down. He paitentiely waited on the other line for me to spill. I told him and he told me that he's sorry. We said our goodbyes and hung up.

I packed my lunch angrily. If only he didn't ask. If only I didn't tell. My tolerance was running very low today and people should stay away. I put my lunch in the fridge, turning to go straighten my hair when I ran into my step dad, letting out a muttered shit. He looked at me with his familiar early morning eyes, looking confused. He pointed to the home phone asking who I had just gotten off of the phone with. I told him it was josh to keep him off of me. I know he doesn't like me talking to my dad.. its between jealousy and hatred.

I finished my hair just as I was warned I had 10 minutes until my first class started. I jogged around the house in search of my Pierce The Veil hoodie and my keys. I found my keys easily, but had to search repeatedly for my hoodie. No luck. I muttered a fuck it and walked out the door with my mom yelling after me. It must have been important, because she texted me while I was driving, and she never does that. One new message from: Mum: "Don't make plans for after school, Josh will be home for a little, just to pack and would like your help". I texted back a quick ok.

Finding a parking spot just 5 minutes before school, is hard. And as you know, I'm already pissed off and annoyed. I found a parking spot at the very back, jogging up to the school for my first class. Which was cooking, all the way at the end of the building. Fucking great. The bell rang just as I took my seat. I turned to talk to Josh, just as someone new walked in. I couldn't take my eyes off of him. Josh whispered "he's moving into my house". My jaw dropped instantly as he looked at me and winked. Sproch's voice boomed as he introduced him self as Alex Gaskarth. "Well Mr Gaskarth, why don't you take a seat behind Mr Barakat. Jack raise your hand please". I raised my hand slowly, still focused on his face. I examined him from his Carmel colored hair, to his Blink-182 shirt, to his super tight jeans, to his perfectly clean chucks.

okay, so I'm tired and developing some writers block. night.

xoxo

mace